I went back to gymnastics today.
And I can honestly say
That I absolutely hated it.
I think being out for 2 months,
Made me realize,
That I'm missing out on so much.
I don't want to do this sport anymore.
Sure I love tumbling.
And I love my teammates.
But I have no desire to bars, beams, or vault.
I have no desire to even do extreme tumbling.
I'm alright with just basic stuff.
I don't wanna go higher.
I don't wanna do it anymore.
I wanna talk to my mom about it,
But she has dreams for me.
That aren't mine
"Stick it out till you graduate"
"At least get a scholarship"
I don't want that.
I don't want to do this sport anymore.
It's not my passion.
I don't enjoy it.
I want to quit...
I just pray to god that my mom will listen to me for once.
Cuz she never does.
I've asked to quit about 5 times in the past year.
And she won't let me...
I just hope she listens this time around,
Or else I don't know what I'll do.
YOU ARE READING
In the feels
RandomI've tried writing in journals but I suck at sticking to them. So now imma just type my feelings out on this. Read it if you want, I don't really care.
