I'm getting bad again.
Last time I was this bad was in early 2017.
It's the worst.
Feeling like you're drowning
When everyone around you is breathing fine.
It's the worst,
Knowing that no matter what I do,
I'll always feel alone and unwanted.
It sucks,
Trying so hard just for it all to be broken down again.
I'm so tired.
I just want things to change for the better.
But instead I'm getting bad again.
And idk what's gonna help me
get out of this state of mind this time around.
YOU ARE READING
In the feels
AléatoireI've tried writing in journals but I suck at sticking to them. So now imma just type my feelings out on this. Read it if you want, I don't really care.
