Warm December's

(7)

As I stare at the ceiling I finally have the guts to look over at Dean. Our eyes meet and the silence is kept. I finally break the silence "Dean..." I say.

He doesnt respond. His gaze just wanders until his eyes finally rest on my lips. He looks back up at my eyes kind of signaling or asking if I want it to. He starts to move closer, and im not gonna stop him.

Just as he is about a centemeter apart from my lips somone walks in. Our heads split apart fast as we turn around to look at the boy.

"Hey dean i need to ask you... WOAH OKAY." he turns around. I move my body so i am sitting on the side of the bed and I laugh.

"Did something happen here?" he says.

"First you can turn around." I say moving my hand in a circular motion.

"Second nothing happened, just two friends talking." i say as i turn around to look at dean.

"So i did intrupt something." he says.

"Clearly!" Dean says but i turn around once again and slap his arm. I look back at gray and I can feel dean scooting his hand closer under the sheets. I finally feel his hand rest on mine and they intertwine as gray starts to talk.

"I'm Gray." he says.

"Winter" i say.

"I am gonna go outside for a little bit." My hand is pulled out of deans grasp and my eyes examine gray as I walk out.

He has brown cropped hair, brown eyes, perfect smile that reminds me of dean and what i now know, a funny personality.

As i sit on the grass hill watching the view, I start to hear a bunch of things. I can hear the waves crashinhg, people talking, birds chearping. The ocean calms me, not just the sound but the view and how happy it makes people. It's beautiful. My mind goes back to dean. I dont know what happened to me in there.

Why was i going to let Dean kiss me. I dont know. Why was dean going to kiss me? I dont know that either. All i know is that some part of me wanted him to kiss me and that one part cant be seen again. My heart is a very fragile, i have been hurt numerous times, i have cryed more than i can count and i have only made a couple good friends in my whole life. I can get attached, it was one of the promises I made to myself.

If something did happen between Dean and I its because i trust him. I am about to head back in the house but i see dean leaning against the wall. "Awsome view huh." He says as he walks toward me.

"Yea, sure is." i say turning to look at the ocean once more.

"Can i ask you something." i say.

"Go ahead." he smiles

"Are we friends?"

"Yea, i think so, i mean its not like were gonna have sleepers and a pillow fights, but we can always hangout and talk, and have moments like these." he smiles.

"Its funny how i went from hating you, to thinking you were annyoing, to actually liking you as a person in just a month. dont get me wrong though your still annyoing." we laugh.

"How about this, its not a date, but i have two tickets to a amusment park and no one can go next friday. Do you wanna join?"