Warm December's

(19)

"Let go of me!" I scream.

"No, please don't hurt them, take me!" I yell.

"NO PLEASE! DONT!" I yell watching them walk out of the room. "HELP!!"

"Winter!! Winter wake up!" I hear someone yell.

I know that voice. My eyes travel around the room looking for him but he's no where in sight. My heart picks up pace as I bang on the metal door spreading me from the rest of my friends.

"PLEASE!" Then I jolt out from yet another nightmare. I see dean. He looks sad and afraid. What happened? A tear slides down my face as if I was still experiencing it but that doesn't matter I wipe it away and try to act like it never happened.

"Winter, it's been weeks since you were kidnapped and your still having these dreams." He says looking down.

That's right weeks. It's been about 3 and a half weeks today. In these past weeks I have done what I normally would have done.

Sleep in, watch tv, go out with friends, hang with dean. It's been amazing.

"Well I'm sorry, but you can't just forget about being stabbed with a knife and kidnapped." I snap and lay back down.

"Look winter, I know, I understand what your going through it's just I think you should see someone." He says.

"Dean I cant just go and be like oh I'm Winter and I was kidnapped." I say sarcastically.

"Yes, yes you god damm can winter." He says raising his voice standing up.

"No I can't dean! I can't do that. We don't have any evidence and it would just be drama! I don't need anymore stress in my life right now!" I yell.

"Winter the evidence is the cut down your side!" He says lifting my shirt up so you can see the cut.

"Stop it dean!" I yell and push my shirt down.

I don't want to talk about this. "I'm gonna get ready." I say hopping out of bed and head to the bathroom.

When I get in I lock the door so he can't get in. I then turn around and stare at myself in the mirror. What is wrong with me! Yelling at dean for wanting to help me. I lift up my shirt and stare at the scare. It's big, from the middle of my stomach to the bottom of my waist.

I then remember being saved and how it felt to feel like I was dying. Most importantly how it felt to see dean. It's been weeks since dean and I told each other we were falling in love each other. I remember how I felt and I still feel that way. I just don't get why I don't want to show it.

I finally try to get the thought out of my head and pull out my tooth brush. I get I interrupted when I hear knock at the door.

"Dean I told you I'm getting ready I'll be out in five" I yell so he could hear me.

"It's not dean. You don't have to lie." I hear Emma say. I sigh and open the door. She smiles and walks in.

"What's wrong with you!" She says in a serious tone.

"I think I'm pregnant." I say and turn my head down so I don't have to laugh.

"Oh my god!" She says and then I laugh.

"I'm joking it's my nightmares." I laugh.

"Oh god you scared me!" She says as she slaps my arm.

"Ow" I say as I laugh.

"What's up with you and Dean?" She asks turning around and looking at the mirror.

"Well, I don't know. I mean he wants me to see someone but we both know that can't happen." I say looking down.