Try hard // L.H.

Chapter 21

songs for this chapter

Heart by heart - Demi Lovato

Little things - One Direction

DISLAIMER

THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS MATURE CONTENT

if you dont want to read it skip it please

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One of the good things about having a younger brother is the fact that he has to drag my mum to all his over night events. This one happened to be a camping trip with him and some of his friends and all the other kids mum's had to go. Which also meant that i had the house to myself when Aurora and I came home from the small group party at Michael's

After our little karaoke session We all decided around eleven that we should call it a night. We would have stayed later, but everyone was really tired and Michael's parents said they didnt want us making to much noise and wake the neighbors at one in the morning.

Adison was whispering in Ashton's ear on the way to his car and i had no doubt that she would be staying at his house tonight, or vis versa or they would just make out in his car or somthing. He through me a smile as he got into the car, i shook my head and waved them off.

Michael was holding Meredith gently as he gave her many, many little parting kisses as she pretended to turn her head away and laughed as he just continued peppering kisses anywhere on her face his lips could find.

As for My girl and I we walked hand-in-hand to my car. She pulled her self against me as close as possible to take some of my warmth and i let her with a small smile that she couldnt see.

"Hey my mum and Ben are gone tonight, if you wanna hang out?" I asked her cooly not wanted to hint to anything

"Yeah" she smiled and that was all she said

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My car keys landed on the table in the living room as i tossed them onto the dark wood. I turned on the lamp on the table next to the chair and that created the only light in the room. Within seconds i had Aurora in my arms and my lips on hers. It started off sweat as she wrapped her arms around my neck and giggled. Our mouths began to collide with each other harder and more heated as my hands fell lightly on hers hips. My fingers hovered over the material of her dress, her lips started to draw away from mine and i knew that she noticed my lack of contact

"What's wrong?" She asked looking ip at me with a confused look

"Nothing" I shook my head, lightly smiled and tried to capture her lips again but she ducked away and untangled herself from me

"You barely touch me anymore" She said looking at me, then quickly at the ground "you only hold my hand and that's rarely" She shook her head and rubbed her hand down her arm "That's the most we have kissed in weeks, you almost through me off of you in the pool tonight and it's been like that since i..." She broke off and then started again "Since i told you about last year" She finshed. To be honest i knew i was doing this, i just didnt know that she was noticing, how was i going to explain this to her?

"Are you not into me anymore?" She asked so softly i almost didnt hear her over my own internal questioning. My eyes snapped up to her big inocent blue eyes

"What?" I gaped at her

"D-do you not want to be with m-me anymore...because of what you found o-out?" I could see her eyes starting to shine with tears and i felt like a total dick.

Aurora's POV

He just looked at me, after those words left my mouth i regreted saying them. He looked like i had just hit him