Try hard // L.H.

Chapter 27

Songs for this chapter

- Fire N Gold - Bea Miller

- Never Be - 5sos

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I don't really know who long we drove.

Aurora sitting beside me in the passenger seat

Me driving with my right hand locked with aurora's left and a lot of questions on my mind.

"Stop here" Aurora told me suddenly. I slowly pulled over to the side of the road and turned off my car. We were now on the side of the road, no houses or other cars in sight

"What happened?" I asked, after we sat in silence for a few moments

"Nothing bad" she said, almost smiling "my mom likes you, I can tell you that"

"And your dad?" I asked

"He'll warm up to you" she still held my hand

"How are you feeling?" I asked. Brushing a strand of hair away for her face and letting it curl behind her ear

"A lot better" she sighed "now that we are no longer a secret to my parents and I feel like a huge weight is lifted off my shoulders"

"Me too" I smiled at her. I could see her visibly relax as she laid back in her seat, head leaned back and eyes closed lightly

"I never thought I could feel this way" she said quietly

"Like what?" I asked

"Not afraid" she said after a seconds thought "I never thought I would ever trust anyone again, I didn't let anyone in, I hardly saw my friends because I was afraid of how they would look at me. Like i was different and broken. I was afraid to even look at people for a while, because I would always see his face and I wanted to fade into nothing. That's how he made me feel....like nothing" her voice shook

"Like I was something he could just use, with no second thought and I never wanted to even risk feeling like that again. Until you" now her eyes were open and she was looking at me and I was holding my breath

"You made me feel like I was something. You looked at me like I was something amazing in front of you, that if you didn't catch a glance soon i would disappear. I was so scared to go out with you, I was so close to saying no and build my walls up higher, but you were so different. I almost freaked out when you kissed me for the first time, but I couldn't tell you that" I brushed my thumb over her cheek bone as she continued to speak

"Luke, you made me truly happy again, you made me trust again and I love you, so much" She looked at me with her big, blue eyes and I felt the way I felt when I first saw her. Completely infatuated with her beauty as I looked at her with a pure look love

"I'm so in love with you" I told her "I've wanted you since the first time i saw you" and then I kissed her

I don't remember the exact moment the kiss got deeper, or when we had finally moved to the back seat

But I remember pressing her naked body up against mine, my body hovering over hers as I touched her slowly. Slow touches, her hands moving down the muscles in my back, my hands trailing down her sides, our foreheads pressed together and are lips meeting each other's. The loving words leaving our lips, in whispers, in whimpers, in moans.

The look on her face when our bodies were fully connected. Feeling her around me, ravishing in her touch and the feeling that overwhelmed me. The sound of her breaths, sighs and the way she said my name. The way she dug her nails into my back, arching her body in pleasure and whimpering my name. The groans that left my lips every moment I felt her, my head buried in her neck and kissing the flushed skin right above her breasts

The way we were connected in the deepest way that you could be with another person, not just physically, but emotionally. My eyes shutting tightly, after her coming undone under me and my arms almost giving out. Our sweaty bodies pressed against each other, Aurora kissing the salty skin on my shoulder and up my neck, slowly, softly and lazily.

Wrapping her tightly in my arms, holding her close in a protective manner, resting my chin upon the top of her head and our legs untangled. My body completely held hers, her head on my chest and arms folded as she traced up my chest and curling into me

I remember how in love with her I am and how good it felt to keep her safe