Paramore Conspiracy Theories (Book 2)

A/N: I Might Need A Break

Hey guys,

I'm not leaving.

I don't care what anyone has to say.

This isnt about anything like that, I'm just having a hard time (puns) right now. I just....this is going in this book first of all because let's be real this is the only book of mine people actually read and I'm hoping someone has advice, I just don't know what to do. I have a lot on my mind and really no one to talk to to about it, and sure you can message people but I don't wanna message someone having fun on Parahoy or someone busy with school, they're busy and I don't want to bother them. I guess the problem is I don't have anyone to talk to, so I hold it in, and it just depresses me and brings me down. I can't talk to the person who makes me feel like this either so there's that.

Does anybody have any advice? If not its fine, I just don't know what to do, feeling like this doesn't make me wanna write it makes me wanna lay in bed until I die.