***********A few days later***************
I'm awake but I just want to lie here forever. I don't want to leave. Today is the day Shawn goes south, and I go north. Stay cuddled up in Shawn's arms, that are wrapped around me. It seems like he doesn't want to let go either. "Don't leave me here alone" Shawn croaked in a depressing tone. I've never heard something that sad out of Shawn's mouth. "Heaven's not on earth" he added. "Yes it is" I joined the depressing tone conversation. "It's right here" I told him placing my hand on his heart. He joined and squeezed my hand that was against his chest. "Giving up isn't in your blood" he warned, actually serious now. "Oh it is, but just remember 'you'll never be alone'" "dammit I knew my advice would come back and kick me in the ass" "well you learn from your mistakes Shawn. You learn from you mistakes" I taught, even though he'd probably already learned that. "And you, Emma, are definitely not a mistake" he kissed the top of my head. "I love you" was my only reply. "I love you more" "I love you most" we argued. I guess that'll be something we never solve.
*************A few hours later************
"Don't give up" Shawn dictated. My god I didn't think he was a dictator. "Bye Shawn" I sighed. He side hugged me before leaving me at my baggage deposit. I guess from now on I was alone. Alone. Alone. Alone. That was the worst word to repeat in my head. Only another 38 more days to go. 38 days. Only another 900 hours. Way too long.
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FanfictionEverything about him I want. I want him and his life. He lives the life I want to live. He loves the life I want to love. He lives the life I want to love. I love him. He doesn't love me. Actually he doesn't know who I am. To him I'm a stranger. But...
