Imagination|SM

Day Not Off

I couldn't help but smile. He's sweet.
E: 💕
S: 😘
It felt good to sleep in, and have a day off. I still had morning sickness, but I could go back to bed this time.

*****A few hours later*****
(Television)
"In the world of celebrities, we have a new relationship happening. Canadian super star, Shawn Mendes, is engaged. According to his Instagram post this morning he has quote "found his person" and not only are they dating, but engaged. We don't know how long this fling has been going on for, but Shawn is not with a suspected Camila Cabello, or another one of his celebrity friends. Instead Shawn has chosen a girl by the name of; Emma Nason. I think we were all going for 'Shawmila' but we are happy for Shawn, and his new relationship." I'm already making T.V. and the world just found out about this. At least it's not that much hate yet. *ding*
Aaliyah: so Shawn decided to finally tell the world about you?
E: it only took a lot of asking
A: lol. Is he planning on baby announcements through Twitter?
E: not sure. He isn't the most creative person
A: you can say that again
A: oh god don't look on Twitter
A: or instagram
E: why
A: just don't look.
I've been getting message requests all morning from fan pages, and other people who I'm assuming are fans of Shawn. Knowing what Aaliyah said, I'm not sure I want to read them. Though I don't want Shawn to feel bad and regret what he did, if he sees them first. I don't want him to feel like he has to protect me from his fans, because they hate me. I should be able to stand up for myself. They can't be that bad. I decide not to look for now, and to use my time, I'll start cleaning out the spare rom, for a nursery.

***A few hours later***

(comments)

shawnsperfectionuser1: seriously is this a joke. why the fuck is he with her. I mean look at her pictures shes ugly

benitomendeser: ew look at her face. I mean what happened to the touring doesn't give time fr relationships

1998mendee: why the fuck did he lie. I mean theyre engaged. how long have they been dating. I bet she only wants his money

fuckmefrank: I bet shes a prostitute or smtg and she only wants to fuck him. next album will be a bunch of songs about them fucking

sophie.e: so you go with her. literally wtf shes a teenager

camila_cabello: OMG when do I get to meet her? @shawnmendes @emma_nason

aaliyahmende.s aren't you creative

(Message Requests)

f.ckboymendes: you just wanted in his pants

mendes.shawnling: I hate it

shawn1998er: why did you do this

shawmila4ever: are you seriously trying to break the bond between shawn and camila. like seriously go fuck yourself, cuz you aren't the only person on this planet. some of us like the two of them and youre just getting more in their way. idc what you think oe if youre jealous cuz you need to leave his life. fuck you. go kill yourself.

shlaii: go die

niallshawnmoran: kill yourself you fucking horny pervert teenager

est1998: die

peteraulm: die bitch

sprm: kill yourself

karenmannyshawnaaliyah: th world would be better if you were dead

I can't. "die, die, kill yourself, you're useless, the world would be better without you, bitch, you just want in his pants, die, fucking horny pervert teenager, die, kill yourself..." *cries*

*cries*

*cries*

"Babe, I'm home" silence "Emma?" There was worry in his voice. I continued my cries. "babe?" Shawn squatted down, beside me. I was sitting in the door frame, of the spare room. "Emma what happened?" He rubbed my back. I handed him my phone, that was left on all the hate. "Don't listen to them. I love you, I always will. I'll fix this, I promise. And the world would be much more miserable if you were dead." Shawn reassured. I didn't acknowledge what he just said. "We have two babies to protect." he sternly said. "What if they hate them?" "Then I guess they won't like me. My life is you. Soon you and our children. If my fans can't accept my family, then I don't know why they would be my fans." He said. "Come on, get up" he encouraged. Shawn stood up, and pulled me up with him. I walked into his arms, that were pulling me in. Shawn squeezed me tightly. it was very comforting. "How are you feeling about this?" Shawn asked me. I breathed. "Unwanted." I whispered. "Well i want you, more than anything." he squeezed me tighter. "People are gonna hate you, but you can't let them control you. Just ignore them. It'll all be okay," he told me. "Give them a reson to like you. And make really cute babies for them to coo over. It'll all be fine." There was a pause. "I'm sorry for it. I can't expect for everyone's reactions to be positive, and i feel so bad for all of this to be put on you." Shawn kissed the top of my head. "So when it gets hard/ dont be afraid/ we don't care what them people say." Shawn sung, quietly. I let my tears soak into his shirt. Shawn squeezed me tighter, which i think was more conforting for the both of us.