Before I was tempted to drive into the water, I put the truck, Shawn's truck, in reverse and drove onto the road. I didn't go right up near the water, only a parking spot so it wasn't too suspicious. By now it was about 5:30 and surly Shawn would be looking for me. I've heard pregnant women were always hungry, but even though I should be, and I should eat, food doesn't seem appetizing. I just kept driving on the road, planning to until it ends. I turn on the radio to listen to some music, considering I don't have my phone. God Shawn what kind of music do you listen to? I couldn't understand a word in that song. I change the station to something more understandable. "Next we have a song from 2018 Shawn Mendes and Khalid-Youth" Throwback station, great, don't need that. Usually when I'm upset I would listen to Shawn, but Shawn telling my to 'hold on' isn't going to help me right now. Instead of wasting time flipping through stations I just turn it off. As much as I hate the city, I hop onto the highway towards Toronto. I figure I could be practically unnoticed there. The entire way I think about all the things that made me happy before. Shawn, Sunshine, all the other people who stood by me, all the people who left me. Shawn is definitely not helping at the moment. Sunshine, I don't mean the thing in the sky, I mean my internet friend who made my days a whole lot better, until we stopped talking. All the other people who've found ways out of my life, because they are sick and tired of the depressing life I have. All the things that made me who I am today, gone and useless now.
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FanfictionEverything about him I want. I want him and his life. He lives the life I want to live. He loves the life I want to love. He lives the life I want to love. I love him. He doesn't love me. Actually he doesn't know who I am. To him I'm a stranger. But...
