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KHUSHI'S POV
With my heart in my stomach I took baby steps and like yesterday stood behind the gate.
The least I want is the kind of heartbreak I received yesterday but then what else can I expect now?
Feeling hollow I peeked through the space ajar to see MY husband sitting on the couch with his face in his hand and his all time supporter keeping a comforting hand on his shoulder, making herself comfortable to his left.
That hurts!
That really does!
To see your husband, your beloved getting soothing solace with someone and that someone is not you, definitely gives you thousand deaths.But what kills me more is that I don't have an ounce of knowledge what's actually paining him.
He doesn't think me worthy enough to share his distress and share himself with me just because I get into accidents?
Why he initiated intimacy after so long and then backed off like a coward?
How can he be so insensitive towards me.. Towards us?
How?
I-I touched her, kissed her Lavanya. He suddenly spoke gaining mine and Lavanya's attention.
How disgusting!
H-he is sharing our personal details to a friend.This- this is not my Arnav.
That's okk ASR. Don't be so distressed. It happens. I understand.
Lavanya replied closing the gap between them.
She understands?
What the hell she understands?
She means as if he offended her by kissing his wife.
What if he actually offended as he....
Nooooooooo
He can't.
He won't.
He-he loves me. I have seen it in his eyes.
Ohh Lord!
Please, please show me the truth.This aloofness, this obviousness is nothing but a sheer torture with my heart, with my soul and Even with Arnav if he lo-loves someone else now.
You understand?
Yea, you do, for sure.Arnav suddenly shouted mockingly throwing her arms roughly to her side that she had kept on his shoulder.
Standing up in a jiff, he clutched Lavanya's shoulders tightly making her wince and shouted-
You don't understand any freaking thing Lavanya. You don't. So don't try to even say that.
You don't know how a man feels when he is asked to act as a puppet of destiny being at the brink of helplessness.
What is he talking about? Which helplessness?

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