MERAA KHUDA BHI TU.. KHUDA KI REHMAT BHI TU #ICA

DESIRE TO BE LOVED AGAIN

KHUSHI'S POV

He left for office after checking all his arrangement and security for upteenth time as usual. All alone in this house with a bunch of servants who do every damn tiny work, I have nothing to do but curse myself for being a burden for my husband.

My whole life has been like this, my body filled with scars of the love my guardians showered on me.

He had never found my body filled with scars ugly and told me I was the most beautiful girl he has ever met. Then, why now he dreads to touch me?

Why can he make love to me?

It has been 2 years for our marriage and only thing he does is to take care of me and not love.

He doesnt even spend his time with me anymore from last two months, the day I met an accident on the terrace and injured my head.

Earlier, he still used to sit beside me, hugging me, saying it will be fine but after this, for now, last accident, he has completely isolated himself from me but many a times, I have seen him looking at me thinking I am busy or not noticing.

I have heard him crying and saying I LOVE YOU repeadly to me at nights thinking I am asleep. Every night, with his confession I would hope for a bright morning tomorrow but no, the only thing I would receive in morning would be his nonchalant behaviour and care. That's it.

No words to sooth my aching heart. No words of love but that's it, enough of this hurt and wait. Its high time, I stop being a matter to pity and stand to look after my rights and responsibilities.

Yes, that's exactly I need to do.

I am completely fine now. Today, I will get ready for my husband, cook for him and ask for a new beginning.

A baby.

Ohh God!
Am I blushing?

Ugh! Shrug it.
I need to prepare for my upcoming date with my husband.

Ohh! Its been so many days, I entered into the kitchen. Most of the time, I am injured and other times, my overprotective husband has banned my entry over here.

But not today.

How much I missed cooking for my husband.

Though little angry, I know, he would be elated later with these delicious food and a delicious wife.

Mam, Sir would chop me off if he gets to know that I allowed you in kitchen.
Came a terrified Rosy's voice making me roll my eyes.

Rosy, why do I feel that I am the owner of this house and I have every right to visit every corner of this house and do whatever I desire?

I asked in a sarcastic chirpy way making Rosy embarrass and smile. Lately, Rosy had become a friend than a mere cook to me.

Many a times, she had given me some exotic tips to please my husband considering her being married for 6 years and it proved to be one of most steamy, memorable moments.

But, it was all one and half years back. Grounded with my accidents and responsibilities, the spark of us evaporated in the thick air but enough of it.

Tonight, I would ignite that spark once again. I would set everything perfectly and would make him lost in my arms, my warmth, my love.

Mam, where are you lost? I am calling you from last five minutes. Rosy nudging voice broke my thoughts and I eyed her innocently to which she returned her cheeky smile.