I'll Search (Twice's Jihyo X You) ✔

Chapter 34: Will Our Memories Fade?

Mina's POV

Here comes my blood. Let it pour to cleanse my sins. Let it flow to you, to you who's suffering. Here I am closing my eyes. I've waited for this day.

"Thank you for everything. I am sorry.", I sniffed until a loud ringtone interrupted me. "Why in the world won't you want me to be gone?!"

"Yah! Mina! Where are you now?!", Sana's high-pitched voice made my ear numb.

"What the hell! You don't have to shout!", I yelled back. "Umm Sana, I just want you to know that I love you all and thank you for everything. By the time Y/N has opened her eyes, please tell her to be happy. To be happier than me."

"Huh? What are you talking about? You sound so sober!", she asked with confusion.

"I have to let this go. Good-"

"Yah! Come back here as soon as possible in the hospital! Y/N just woke up! She needs all of us!", her words made me open my eyes.

This is dilemma. I have to choose what to let go. Is it this thorn, the thorn that would end everyone's suffering? Is it my phone, my phone who gave me enough hope to live? I left one of them. This is what I'm going to choose.

Jihyo's POV

"What did you say?", I asked her with tears visible on my eyes.

"Who are you? I don't know you.", she said with a cold stare.

If this was just your joke. Please admit it to me sooner. I can't do this anymore. I can't handle such joke. Do you have to forget me twice?

"Yah! Y/N! Do you know me?", Nayeon raised her hand to be acknowledged. "Can you tell me what's my name?"

"What the hell Nayeon! You're being insensitive!", Jeongyeon grabbed her shirt.

"Nayeon.", she blurted out like a kid. "You're Nayeon."

"Eh?", my members looked at Y/N with strange expressions.

"How about me?", Lina smiled and held her hand. "Tell me my name."

"How could I forget a good friend of mine?", Y/N slowly smiled. "You are Lina, of course."

Each members smiled and ask Y/N if they know her. What's happening? She told them their names correctly while I sat on the sofa with depression. Why am I always the one she's forgetting?

"Don't worry unnie. I'm sure it's gonna be alright.", Dahyun hugged me tightly. "She'll recover soon."

"I don't know what to feel.", I cried on her arms. "I don't know why she keeps on acting like that. I can't understand my life anymore."

"Where's Mina?", Y/N asked after telling the members their names.

"Umm. Hey Sana. Did you call Mina?", Tzuyu whispered to Sana.

"Yes, I called her. She should've arrived here awhile ago.", Sana tapped her chin to think. "Strange. Where is she?"

"Umm. Y/N, she'll be here later. She was just handling some things.", Tzuyu assured her. "For now, you have to rest."

"Oh. Thank you. You're right. I need rest. My head's aching.", she smiled weakly and slept.

How dare you ask where Mina is when you can't even remember my name? Here I am, acting selfishly again.

"Excuse me? Can I talk to the patient's parents now please?", the doctor appeared making Jeongyeon put her wig again.

"We'll follow.", Nayeon smiled at the doctor while she hid Jeongyeon. "Don't worry guys! We'll bring a good news."