Opposites ~ n.h (rewriting)

Chapter 13: I fucking love you okay?!

"Niall loves me." I blurt out. I was on the couch at Eleanor's place. Her and Louis made up pretty fast, both knowing that they couldn't be without each other. "He what?!" Eleanor and Louis exclaim in unison, looking at me with their mouths open and eyes wide. Louis took a quick break from staring at me to pause the film we were watching, something we'd do every Thursday evening. "He told you that? When?" Eleanor snaps back from her intense stare. "He told me Monday. " I say shrugging my shoulders like it was no big deal. "Why?" She asks. Right after she realizes how that must've sounded. "I didn't mean it like that, hun. You know that. I am just wondering why he suddenly loves you after one kiss?"

"I don't know. I told him I had some feelings for him but that I didn't know what it was and the next moment he tells me he's in love with me." I tell her. "What about the things with Zayn? I mean, did that ended when he like ignored you for a week or do you still fancy him?" Eleanor asks. Damn, I feel like I'm at the therapist with all these questions. "I don't know, El. I'm just so confused. " I sigh. God, my feelings are confusing me.

When I'm with Niall it's like all my worries vanish and time stands still, but I still get that litle jump in my stomach when I'm with Zayn. "I want to know what I feel for both of them before I end up in a relationship." I say.

"Kiss them." Eleanor simply states. "What?" "Kiss them both, and see what you feel while kissing them. " She shrugs. Oh that's what she meant. "Seems like an actual good idea. " I say. "Make sure you properly snog them. okay." Louis says with a smirk on his face. "Lou! Oh my God!" I exclaim, throwing a pillow at him. Eleanor just laughs at how I miss his face by a meter.

"You are such a perv!" I laugh after Louis throws the pillow back, hitting me square in the face with it. "Yes I am, but come on! You are about to kiss two boys, better make it good ones right? Because one's going to get dumped, I recon." He exclaims. He's admitting it. The boy is a perv and has no shame for it. That's why me and Louis are friends.

"Thanks for your advice, you lovely human beings, but I really have to go. I have to plan some kisses." I smile as I hug Louis and Eleanor and make my way to the front door. "No problem, love!" Louis says, opening the door and letting me out. I give him a short wave as I make my way down to my own flat.

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Friday morning. I wake up after a rough night with barely sleep. I take a shower and get dressed to meet Niall this afternoon. Shit. I have some cleaning to do. I really don't want Niall to see the mess in my flat. I do my homework while eating my breakfast, rushing to finish the readin assignments. I start cleaning straight after. I am walking around the house cleaning here and there like a crazy ass person but I'm just so nervous. I don't even know why but the idea of planning a kiss is actually nerve wrecking.

The minutes have slowly ticked by and Niall could be here any minute. As on cue there's a knock on the door. Without really knowing what to do, I open the door, smash my lips on his and lace my hands in his fluffy hair. Niall is shocked at first but soon wraps his arms around my waist and pushes me against his body. We slowly stumble backwards into the flat, Niall closing the door by kicking it with his foot.

Niall slowly sets me down on the couch, softly ending the kiss with a peck on my lips followed by one on my cheek. "What's going on?" He chuckles licking his lips. "I just really needed to do that." I say shyly, my cheeks turning redder by the second. "Do you think you could do that more often because that was hot!" He says, grabbing me by the waist and pulling me on his lap. "If you want to." I smile.

Soon my hands are laced in his hair again and my lips pressed to his. "This will never get old." He mumbles against my lips. I hum in agreement as we continue to make out on my couch. His lips leave mine only to attach to my neck. I try really hard not to giggle but eventually can't help it. "What is it?" Niall chuckles against my neck. "That tickles."I giggle. This only makes him smirk and continue while I bite my lip to keep from laughing. Niall softly sucks on the skin just below my ear, making sure there will be a mark for everyone to see.