It hurts me to love you...

The pain in my chest, it seems like it comes from my heart....

Jungkook Pov

Only a week passed by after my outburst towards Jiminnie-hyung, but he seemed to have taken my words to heart because I heard him talking with Taehyung.

Talking about a so called " guy that has a snake tatoo and has a lot of muscle", that's putting it in Taehyung's words. When I saw a picture of that guy, I did have to grudgingly admit that he was attractive, but he wasn't the one for Jimin. How I knew that?

I realised that after I got over my jealousy. 

===Flashback===

I was walking down an unknown road in the middle of the night. You wonder why? Because I was irritated, but I didn't have a legit reason to be that way. After I had succeeded in making almost every other member cranky, Jin-Hyung decided that enough was enough and sent me out, so that I could let out some steam. 

I walked down a dark alleyway, when I heard a scream. It seemed to be muffled by something, like cloth being put over someone's mouth? I didn't think and began running in the direction of the muffled scream, where I ended up seeing something that I probably shouldn't have. The guy that was supposedly going out with my sweet and innocent Mochi, was fucking some random woman against the wall . 

I didn't know what to do, I stood there frozen for what seemed like eternity, but was probably like a minute. I think that he caught me staring at him because he abruptly turned his head around and towards me. I was still frozen and didn't know what to do, it felt like my muscles were numb. I just couldn't move. 

He smirked at me when we made eye contact and I saw his mouth move, forming the following words: " If you tell him about this, I'll ruin him!"

Then I did something really cowardly, I turned my back and decided to run. I ran and ran and ran , I became short of breath, but I kept on running.

When I arrived in front of our dorm, i was trembling... What should I do?

I entered the dorm hoping that the others were all asleep. But knowing my luck, the only one who I really didn't wanna see right now, was awake. He was in the kitchen, leaning against the sink and seeping at a glass of what looked like water. 

When I entered the kitchen, he turned around. A look of surprise slid over his face when he saw me. He frowned and walked over to me. He stopped about a breath away from my face and stroked my cheek gently with his small and soft chubby hands. 

" Why are you crying, Jungkook-ssi?" he asked. Crying? What was he talking about? Then I felt another tear and another tear slip down my face till I couldn't keep them in anymore. It seemed that with his words and gentle touches the dam that I had build up to keep my emotions from him, broke. It shattered.

He began looking more worried with the second, he embraced me and stroked my back softly while murmuring nonsense words into my neck, I realised that he was trying to calm me down.

When I looked down at his head, I saw something that made me see red. 

His shirt ( on second look it was probably mine) had slid down his shoulder exposing his left collar bone. On that collar bone was a big purple hickey. It screamed of possession. How did that scum dare to do that. It was like he was provoking me.

I bend down and bit hyungs neck, he whimpered in shock and probably pain too. He tried pushing me away, but I didn't let him, I grabbed his tiny fragile wrists in one hand while my other hand grabbed his hip in a bruising hold. He was squirming against me, but i didn't notice. 

After I was satisfied that I left a bigger and more intense colored love bite behind I let  his wrists go from my firm hold. He then pushed back quickly and before I could react he slapped me across the face.  It stung and I tasted blood in my mouth, but I didn't regret anything.

===Flashback end===

After that night, Jimin began avoiding me. I couldn't even enter a room, if he was there, he would just  stand up and go. And if that wasn't a possibility for some reason or another he would go and stay as far from me as possible. That grated my nerves, but I couldn't do a lot about it.

Then that happened. That cheating bastard had tried forcing himself onto him. This time around my muscles weren't frozen and I would have loved to beat the crap out of him, but the boys came into the room too.Thus  I was only able to give him a punch on the jaw. It was a hard punch, but it didn't seem to satisfy my rage after hearing him say all those things to my hyung. After belittling and degrading him. How dare he?

And then he also dared to say that he was more capable of satisfying my hyung, the hyung that I knew better, that I knew in and out.

Why did I let it come to this?

Why?

Tbc...