It hurts me to love you...

The pains that I feel in my chest are the shards of my broken heart

Namjoon's POV

After Jin screamed at me I knew that I was forced to go and talk with Jungkook or Jimin. I sighed deeply, lately Jin-hyung's been getting on my nerves with his stupid dad jokes, his stupid voice, his stupid mouth, his stupid as-
Stop! This was entering dangerous territory, I scolded myself harshly. I was straight, okay? While I'm super supportive of the lgbtq+ community, I myself am completely and utterly straight. It didn't mean anything when I pulled that gross dude off of a drunk Jin. He didn't even remember. If I hadn't been there who knows what would have happened, I did it only out of concern for him and I didn't feel even an ounce of jealousy when I saw this disgusting man get his disgusting paws on what's was mine to hav-
I scowled anew when I realized where my thought process had lead me to. Just before I could get bothered about it, I saw a wild bunny sneak out of his room. Just the person I was looking for! When he saw me he tried closing the door, but I managed to wedge my foot in there before he could succeed. My poor foot screamed in pain when he tried to smack the door closed, fuck him and his muscles!
Just before he could apologize or I could scold him, we overheard two voices softly talking...

Yoongi's POV

I tried talking to Jhope, but he keeps ignoring me. It hurt me so much! What did I do to deserve that? He was sulking on my bed with his headphones on, because Tae had occupied his place to comfort Chimchim, and ignoring my words.
He seemed indifferent towards my pain. After a terse silence he decided to finally speak up. What came out of his mouth just about shattered my heart, I just couldn't breathe anymore!
" Hyung... I didn't know how to tell you this, but I'm in love! I saw this cute girl during one of our fanmeetings and she was so sweet! She had given me her number and you know we're not allowed to keep numbers of fans or contact them, but I couldn't resist. So we talked and she said yes about going on a date together, isn't that just amaz-" he suddenly broke of his sentence when he looked at my face. " Hyung, why are you crying? What happene-" I interrupted him before he could go on. " Nothing, don't worry Hope-ah, something just got into my eye" I managed to force out. He didn't seem to believe me, but he just shrugged and went on with describing his new girlfriend. Her name was Sooyeong, she was as old as Hoseok, only two months younger. She apparently had dark brown, thick and flowy long hair till her butt. She was skinny and pale and looked fragile, Jhope said with a happy glint in his eyes. I listened and with every word that left his lips my heart shattered more and more...

Jimin's POV

I suddenly woke up at precisely 3:44 am, I had had the feeling that someone has been looming over me. There was no one but me and Taehyung, who was behind me with his arms wrapped tightly around me. I gently wiggled about till I managed to escape his grasp. He pouted for a moment when I was gone, but then just decided to go and hug my pillow. He was just so cute and innocent, oh Park Jimin, why couldn't you give your heart to this boy? Why?
I sighed and stood up, decided to go downstairs and watch some television while getting myself something to drink. When I opened my door I saw three of the members looking like lost and scared deer struck in headlights when they saw me. I quirked a questioning eyebrow at them, but lowered my eyes when I saw that one of them was actually Jungkook. Why did he have to be here? I had to pass them to be able to go downstairs, I almost decided to go back in my room, but then I straightened my spine. Swallowing loudly I pushed passed all of them and descended the stairs, I felt their stares in my wake burning holes into my back and head.
Once downstairs I opened a random cabinet and took a glass out of it that I then filled with cold water and ice from by the freezer. I then proceeded to install myself on the soft cushions of the couch in front of the TV. There was a K-drama airing that I didn't really follow the story line of. It was like soft background noise that brought me back to the week after that faithful day...
The day that I had met him.