It hurts me to love you...

Yoongi's love is like swallowing fire

Jhope'sPOV

I could only think about her. Her soft long hair and her soft curvaceous body, how it was pliant and responsive beneath me. Those were the only thoughts going through my mind, while I was waiting for Jungkook to come back with my glass of water.

I vaguely noticed that after 4 minutes there was a resounding slamming sound coming from the kitchen. I didn't even budge when Taehyung shot out of his seat like as if someone had pinched his ass.

My thoughts were the whole time on her.

She was gorgeous, she was adorable and so sweet.

I loved her so much, yet I...

Yoongi's POV

After Tae left the room, the atmosphere changed. It was loaded with tension that only I could feel, it seemed.

I couldn't hold myself back and peeked to my right.

Hoseok.

Hoseokkie...

He had dark brown hair this time and his face was bare of any make-up. He looked tired and like he was somewhere else mentally, yet he was still so gorgeous in my eyes.

I wondered what was going on in that pretty head of his...

Suddenly he turned his head my way and he looked me right in the eyes, without any time to look away our gazes clashed.

His gaze was so intense that I felt myself blushing, I didn't know why. So I looked away- granted, it was with some difficulty- but I could still feel his burning gaze on my face...what was going on? Why was he staring so hard at me?

Jhope'sPOV

I felt someone's eyes on me.

When I turned around my eyes met small and wide opened cat-like eyes.

I blinked, oh, it was Yoongi-hyung.

I must have been staring for too long, because he began blushing and turned his eyes down, looking at his knees shyly.

Yoongi-hyung, Yoongi.

I didn't know what to make up from the way he acted towards me these past few months. He may have thought that he hid it well, but I could feel him distancing himself from me.

I could even pinpoint the exact moment that it started.

It started right after I told him that I was seeing a fan. I could never forget the expression on his face when I told him the news.

I thought that he would have been extatic, but instead his face had closed off.

At the time I didn't know what to make of it, even know I'm not sure, but maybe he's jealous...

For some reason my heart clenched painfully at that thought. I didn't pay it any mind.

A sudden thought popped up in my head while I kept observing his flushed face, he wouldn't wanna steal my girl, right?

I frowned...

"Hyung, we need to talk."

Two heads turned towards me, Jin-hyung, who was sat on the loveseat next to Namjoon, looking irked that I had dared  interrupting his quality time with his "Joonie-boo" and Yoongi-hyung, who looked slightly uncomfortable and like he hoped that I wasn't talking about him.

"Sorry Jin-hyung" I stated apologetically and then continued, " I meant Yoongi-hyung, we need to talk."

He tensed right after I ended my sentence.