//Riley//
"Feel again"
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I grab my bags and walk out putting my sunglasses on. I look at the huge tour bus that has blacked out windows in front of me and smile. I walk into the tour bus and put my luggage on my bunk bed. Jonah comes onto the bus looking at his phone. When he sees me he stops and stares at me. He frowns
"What?" I ask sassily
"You need to stop"
"Stop what!" I throw my hands up
"You need to stop killing and turn You humanity on" he said sitting down on the small couch in front of the TV.
"Sit" he pats the seat next to him
I sit down and look at him as I cross my legs. He grabs my hands and looks me in the eyes. I think to pull back but I let it slide. I tilt my head
"Your killing innocent people and your harming Aspen and you might even harm you family" he starts
Been there, done that
"If you turn your humanity back on, your going to feel everything and all the pain that you put people through. If you keep killing people, there will be more pain. You killed Aspen, even though she came back to life, she hates you and the boys are really mad at you for it"
"So just turn your humanity back on." He pleads
"Feel again."
"For us, all the guys and for yourself"
I think it over and realize, he's right. If I keep going and I turn it on later, I'm going to feel more.
But it feels so good to kill!
I push those feelings beside and turn it back on. My face completely changes as all the feelings, everything I did, everyone's pain that I put people through, and my pain comes back. I can feel again. Tears immediately come to my eyes and I put my head in my heads as I let sobs escape my lips. Jonah smiles but then nods his head and puts his hand around me.
"Hey it's ok, shhhh it will be alright soon" he rubs my arm
"I killed so many people" I sob
"Zach ignored the way I looked at him and felt for him and just got with Aspen." I look up at him
"I killed and hurt so many people"
"I killed my own family" I fall to the ground as all the boys come walking on the bus confused.
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Blood Lust
FanfictionRiley is a vampire who goes to a human high school. She meets the Why Don't We boys who are werewolves who try to stop her from slowly feeding off high schoolers. Once schools out, Riley joins the Why Dont We boys on tour and although she has her hu...
