Twenty-three: death

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//Riley//
"GET OUT OF MY HEAD"
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The fans start to notice me but I eventually find a way out of the box and fans who already took their pictures start to come up to me.
"So who are you?" A girl politely asks
"I'm the boys roommate, Riley" I smile
"Hi Riley!!" Another girl waves
"Are you one of their girlfriend?" The girl frowns
"I wish" I joke laughing
I talk with some limelight's for a few before the meet & greet ends. When it does, the boys and I get on the bus and start to head to the hotel. While everyone is on their phones, I start to look over at all of Daniels features. The pale skin, blue eyes, brown hair, skinny muscular body. It all seems too similar. I shake my head and look out the window to see the hotel in the distance. As the bus comes to a stop, I immediately get up and run out of the bus and into the hotel.
I can't stay in there any longer. I need to tell him. I CANT KEEP IT IN ANYMORE
I compel the lady to give me my key and she does. I vamp speed up the stairs until I bump into a familiar person. I realize who it is and I bite my lip in anger. He apologizes and starts to walk down the stairs but I can't help it. Veins start to form under my eyes and I pounce. I bite into his neck sucking all life out of him.
You need to stop! Your going to kill her! But it feels so goo to kill.
When I finally stop, his body drops and starts to roll down the stairs. I start to panic and pick him up while vamp speeding up the stairs. When I come to a window, I attempt to open it and when I finally do, I stop and look over at him. His familiar features, my dad.
"You left me sad, for asspain. I love you daddy" I finally give in and push him out the window. I while the blood off my mouth as I get onto my room level. My eyes start to tear as I realize what I've done.
"Stupid humanity" I start to sob uncontrollably
I race down the hall to my room or our room. Because this time Daniel and I have to share a room. I open the door and run into the room letting the door close behind me. I sigh as I sit on the bed rethinking everything.
I need my humanity back off. Once a monster, always a monster. No one will care anyways, death feels good but it's bad. no one loves me so no one will care. I was rejected once, if I am again that proves it. I don't matter
"GET OUT OF MY HEAD" I scream as I cover my ears and shake my head. Someone walks in the door and runs to my side rubbing my back.
"Hey what's wrong" Daniel said sitting down and looking into my eyes
"I can't stop it Daniel" I whimper
"I can only think about death, how good it feels" My lip starts to quiver
"Like a girl said, once a monster always a monster" I look up at him. He pulls me into a hug
I lean my head on his chest and we stay like that for a while. I can't help but listen to his slow breathing, his blood pumping.Until I finally decide to tell him and look up at him.

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