Mentally Unstable || BTS [Completed]

<• Chapter 6 •>

Chapter 6: Visiting the forbidden

*Park Jimin's POV*

It had been two days since then.

I hadn't talked to Taehyung or Jungkook. Or Namjoon for that matter.

I was home sick.

I wanted my dad.

The woman who gave birth to me is the reason I'm here, she never truely cared for me.

And then Dad left me, he left us.

In that department store accident.

June 29, 1999. (A/N: So the store originally collapsed in 1995, but for this story, it happened a bit later for Jimin to be older) I was 4 years old at the time, almost 5. Everyone used to love me a lot, call me chubby. Apparently, I was crying for food or something.

Appa was forced to go, and he died that day.

I was raised by a depressed alcoholic mother who was basically a slut.

I may not have had so much time to spend with him...but he taught me basic morals and enough for me to love him for the rest of my life.

But for some reason, I missed my life. I missed it because I should've cherished it but I didn't.

Now I'm stuck in this hell.

With all these secrets I can't know, these people I want to but can't.

At least I'll be out of here in a bit.

I snapped out of my thoughts as Nurse Jusang's voice became louder and she told us to partner up.

Chanyeol wasn't here, he had to go to his weekly check up, and I was left with no one to partner up with.

Nurse Taeah, who was drinking her water saw me and quickly finished up as she speed walked to me, "Mm. I'll be your partner Jiminie~" She smiled.

Nurse Jusang was writing something down on her notepad and then set it down. She turned to us all and started.

"Okay, so we'll end this recovery session with a little trust activity, I'm sure you've all played this game before when you were kids she smiled."

She signaled me to be her demonstrating partner, I walked in front of everyone and next to her.

I felt all eyes on me.

Judging me.

My heart started beating faster. 'Am I too fat?'

Nurse Jusang put her hand on my shoulder which gave me a comforting warmth and I relaxed.

Did she just read my mind??

"So, Jimin and I will demonstrate once again: The trust game. You basically fall backward, and your partner catches you. It's completely built on trust, and you have to fluently fall back, and your partner needs to understand that you're trusting them, like so." She said as she fell back.

I was prepared but for some reason, I struggled holder her weight. But she was perfectly in shape..why couldn't I hold her effortlessly?

We all went to our partners.

Nurse Taeah smiled as she held her forearms out, I turned around and on the count of three, tipped off balance.

Though it was a short period of time that I was off balance, there was always that small fear lingering, saying that I'd end up falling.

And although I knew Nurse Taeah would catch me, I gained balance shortly before she could catch me.

A crease appeared between her brow.