Mentally Unstable || BTS [Completed]

Bonus Chapter -Jimin-

Park Jimin.

That's the name that the past 24 years of my life I've lived with.

The name associated with the terms Anorexia, loner, loser and many more.

After Hoseok passed away and I was discharged, I left Korea.

I went home when my mother wasn't there, grabbed some clothes and essentials, my passport and money, then headed to the airport.

I didn't know where I was going when I headed there.

But as I sat down and thought through for a minute, I knew exactly where I wanted to go.

Hoseok always talked about a place where there was happiness and love everywhere. Where people had normal problems, but found a way through it.

A place where you could experience all of life's beauties and pain.

I once asked him if there was a place like that.

He answered, "Why not? Take any stereotypical place. Take Paris for example. A place in Europe, known for its beauty and amazing atmosphere. Any place can be heavenly if you believe it is Jimin-ah."

"If we weren't here, is that where you would go? Paris?" I questioned him.

"As cliche as it sounds, yeah. Don't you just love cliches? It's so fantasy-like. I love the idea of love and happiness all over a city, so much that it's known for it."

So that's where I decided to go.

Paris.

To be really honest it didn't matter where I went, because I'd continue to be reminded of him and the others no matter where. Because I truely loved them all, I just couldn't take it anymore.

I don't know if I'll return.

But right now, I'm happy.

I'm happy, reliving the few moments I had with them, seeing their faces even if it's a mere fragment of my imagination.

I feel good, it's better than being overwhelmed at home.

Maybe I'll meet Namjoon, Jungkook, Taehyung and the Nurses some other time.

You don't need to be around things that remind you of someone, you need to remember them in anything and everything around you— no matter where you are.

I changed my name.

I won't reveal what it is now. because truely it holds  no value to me.

I'll forever be Park Jimin, never changed, but will never be the same again.
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A/N:

Who knows, will Jimin ever return to Seoul, to his brothers, and finish the story? Or will he continue to be remember and love the 5 guys he only knew for  6 months from far away, and never reunite?