Mentally Unstable || BTS [Completed]

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-Epilogue-/Last Chapter

*Kim Namjoon's POV*

I said sometimes there are no happy endings.

Now, I say otherwise.

In the end, they're happy.

I want to believe that they're somewhere else, happier, happier without us and without this cruel world, instead of only thinking of myself and the effect it has on me.

Sometimes it's not about whether we want them here or not.

Sometimes it's about what's best for them and what was destined for them.

We are standing infront of their graves.

It's been about a year for all of them. Their gravestones are right next to each other.

Jung Hoseok, Jeon Jungkook.

We visit Taehyung every fortnight, we tell him what's happening in our lives, we laugh and chat like normal friends, only we don't have unlimited time.

We think about Yoongi every once in a while, if not everyday. Nurse Misung said he might soon be degraded to yellow band if he makes a significant recovery, I'm sure he will.

We still don't know where Park Jimin is.

We filed a report, we're still searching for him.

We lost all contact, we can't reach anyone who knew him besides his mother who last saw him before the recovery camp.

It's almost like there never was a Park Jimin.

It's a shame.

It starts with Jimin...but it doesn't end with him.

I guess this story won't truely be over, until Park Jimin gives it a proper ending.

Maybe he's no longer with us at all, maybe he's still somewhere in these streets, maybe he's in some other corner of the world.

Maybe we'll find him, maybe we won't.

He'll forever exist in our memories.

(A/N: lol sounds like a line from titanic)

Nurse Taeah decided to do further studies in psychology, Nurse Misung still works at the Hospital and probably will as long as she can.

Jusang took a break. She's staying with her parents, sorting herself out.

We all still talk.

It's a shame nothing can ever be the same way again.

I don't blame Hanwoo or Ashley for this, I blame the universe.

First they took Yoongi Hyung, and then Tae...but they completely took Hoseok and Jungkook from us.

Jungkook and Jimin had a future ahead of them, but they gave it up because of their lost loved ones.

They gave it up because they themselves, were lost.

I blame the Asylum, for making us suffer so much.

I blame myself, for continuing on with life, when they can not.

But as time goes on, we heal.

We placed a bouquet down infront of each grave stone.

Each the stones carved beautifully and illustrated their names with accurate descriptions.

"Jung Hoseok, an admirable and radiant brother to his friends"

"Jeon Jungkook, capable and most loved by all"

"We miss you," I say we stand still infront of them.

"I still remember how beautiful your smiles were when we first met. I deeply regret not getting enough time to spend with you all, I'm sure you were amazing people from what I learnt in the limited time we had together," spoke Jin.

Slowly, the ominous clouds above us joined in our sorrow, crying with us.

The rain's intensity grew, but we didn't budge.

We properly bowed, drenched by the rain, the tears on my face could be disguised.

I miss them so much.

Jin and I intertwined fingers, he placed a kiss on my forehead. The intensity of the rain grew.

"Let's go Joon," he smiled warmly.

I nodded in agreement.

As we walked back, Jin asked me a question.

"If they all came back and you could only say one thing to them, what would it be?"

I thought for a moment.

So many words to say, so many phrases, so many feelings, but the only thing I truely want to tell them rolled off my tongue.

"Let's meet again, in our next lives"
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A/N:

Oof we have reached the end of this fanfic

Love those you want to love while you have the chance.

Sometimes, our loved ones not being here, doesn't mean they're gone forever. They're here, the only difference is, you can't speak to them, you can't see them.

All you can do, is feel their presence.