Mentally Unstable || BTS [Completed]

<• Chapter 18 •>

Chapter 18: Spare Time
*Kim Namjoon's POV*

I quickly bent down to help them pick up their stuff, but I ended up collecting all the papers on my own.

Standing back up, I realised it was Hanwoo that I had bumped into. He stood there with a disgusted expression as if he were constantly smelling something bad as he looked at me.

I bowed a little handing his his papers, he held his small crate to his side and snatched the documents from my hands.

"Tch. Watch where you're walking next time." He grumbled and walked away swiftly.

What a rude brat.

Hanwoo never had a bone to pick with me, so I guess I don't have any personal issues with him, but he's constantly hurt my Kook and...Yoongi Hyung.

That's all it takes for me to hate him.

Every time I look at him, anger boils in me but I make sure I don't let it spill.

Control is a form of maturity.

Speaking of Yoongi Hyung, I wonder how he's doing now.

Bad Ofcourse, but would he be happy if he was with us?

Would he be discharged by now?

They're all questions I tried to stop asking, but I just can't stop myself from wondering sometimes, like now.

My legs started making their way to the ward, I didn't think twice about it.

I just walked.
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*Kim Taehyung's POV*

I sat in my chair waiting for Chowon and Emily to show up for visiting day. They were a few hours late but I didn't really mind, they must be busy too, it's great they can take time out for me.

I crossed my arms, leaning back as my eyes slowly closed.

Two guards two doctors.

Each on each corner of the visiting rooms.

One door.

No windows, 10 chairs, 2 desks, 4 lights, 9 dividers.

"Aish," I shook my head. Can't escape like that.

"Two guards, two doctors, one door no windows.."I repeated in a quiet whisper.

"4 lights, 9 dividers....each guard and doctor can only see 2 visiting sections from their angle."

This wouldn't work.

Guard 1 on the bottom left can see sections 1 and 2, Doctor 1 can see 9 and 10, Doctor 2 can see 3 and 4...Guard 2 and see 7 & 8.

That leaves 5 and 6.

5 is right in the centre, it's too obvious and draws attention. 6 is towards the end, Doctor 1 and Guard 2 aren't strong...they look weak enough at least.

This is how I spend my spare time when I'm bored: planning escape.

Freedom is what I desire, I know all of my friends...well...most, will be discharged sooner or later.

I don't feel like I will.

Jungkook, I could feel myself smiling at the idea of him sitting in some park, playing around with little kids like the baby boy he is.

My case is one that probably won't be treated, so it's hard for me to get a green band.

Escape is my only option.

At that moment, I felt something liger underneath my nose, making me jolt up instantly.

"Oh Chowon, Emily!" I puffed.

"Ah he's alive." Chowon stated before sitting back down.

I chuckled, "So...how's life?"

Emily shrugged.

She was wearing decent clothes this time, Capri Camo Jeans with a plain back shirt and a SnapBack. A thin string hung around her neck and her long brown wavy hair was braided neatly in two.

Chowon was wearing his usual Jeans and pastel sweater, his baby pink hair was messier than usual.

"Good, good." He nodded.

"Yah, what about that internship you were talking about last time?" I questioned enthusiastically.

He sighed, "About that..." he mumbled.

"I took him up on the offer....I'm leaving in 2 days Taehyung-ah." He muttered, fidgeting with his fingers.

I could tell tears were forming in my eyes but I kept up a smile, "Well that's great! Make lots of money okay? It's a paid internship right?"

He leaned over, cupping my knee, "Taehyungie...I'm going to be gone for almost a year."

I nodded, "I'm aware."

I looked over to Emily who wasn't talking much, which was weird for her nature.

"Yah Choi Emily! Shouldn't you be loud and goofing around?," I scoffed, "even Dr.Lao is shocked. What's up with you?"

From the corner of my eye I could see Dr.Lao, The Doctor 1 I was talking about, semi-smiling.

"Hm? I'm fine.." she said simply.

Aish this was going to be a long talk.

"Well, Chowonie you must have a lot to pack and whatnot...you should go and get everything ready. I'll be fine, come back Rich okay? And bring me stuff!"

"Tch, they don't even let you accept presents."

"I know...but it feels nice...feeling normal."

Chowon clicked his tongue, "Yah just admit you want me to spend more money."

We laughed, he embraced me in a tight hug. I could feel myself getting angrier, so I tried sending him off sooner.

I slapped his back lightly, "Stop acting like a girl, go, hurry."

He let out a little chuckle, both him and Emily got up and left, mumbling a little goodbye.

After a few minutes I was directed out too, and returned to my room.

I'm happy for Chowon, he has a bright future ahead of him.

That piece of shit couldn't even tell Emily likes him. Well it's not his fault after all, he might not even be straight.

I just hope neither of them get hurt.
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A/N:
End of fillers~
Low key wondering where all the readers went lol
Anyways,
Byeee~
~Author Nim