My version of romance would disappoint a lot of girls. I don't want flowers, they die, I don't want to be told I love you everyday, because one day they might not, I don't want to waste my time wondering how our life could be, until it is. There's no point in dreaming of the future because it leads to a shattered heart that not even time can heal.
I'd rather sit in a basement and watch movies, or go out somewhere I won't run into people from school and feel judged. I just want to be comfortable, I don't want to talk, because I'll screw up everything I say, I want to learn about you and I don't want to tell about myself because I don't want to repeat things just because I can't remember telling you. If you want to learn about me you'll have to ask, because that's how you'll learn.
Please no fancy dinners or store bought gifts, I want something from the heart, rather it's a kiss or a hug or something hand made. I don't want the movie romance except for my first kiss under a misletoe, or some sweet words that I won't believe. I want romance but not someone elses, I want our verison of it.
