Evan found himself walking on the drab road to the old coffee shop.. It had been so long since he had been there last. His heart felt heavy with confusion at the events at hand. He walked into the shop, the familiar scents and wood furniture gave him a sense of peace.
Evan bought a green tea, his usual when he did get the time to be there. He sat at the table he loved, the familiar spot for Jared and Evan.
Evan opened his phone and pressed the Spotify app, clicking his favorite play list. He put in his ear buds and put his phone down.
The song Yellow by Coldplay started to play into his ears, he closed his eyes and took a breath. Evan felt that he could be here forever.
Connor through a lamp into the wall, the sound of the delicate porcelain shattering filled his ears. He felt his anger boil and boil. "FUCK!" He ran his fingers through his hair. He covered his face as he slid down the wall to the floor. "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH!!" he screamed into his hands, It had been so long since he cried like this, but he didn't really know why he was crying. Only that he was.
Connor suddenly felt the urge. It had been so long since it was there, as if it, like a demon, was lurking in the back of his mind... Connor got up from his place on the floor and went to the second drawer on his dresser. He slipped his hand in and produced a knife from the shadows of the wooden cave.
Connor sat on the floor of his room in the corner. He brought the knife to his wrists and sliced into the delicate skin. The pain brought him a sense of peace in the chaos of his mind. The same sentence kept replaying in his brain. It wasn't logical but it was there. 'I wont see him again. ' It was as if the devil himself whispered the thought into his ear. Or like God himself was cursing him with the plague to his mind.. Connor began to slash, again and again and again.....
Evan opened his eyes and wiped away the tears once the song finished. Evan gulped down his tea and then threw it into the trash. Evan, earbuds still in, walked out of the shop and into the street. Sweater Weather played in his ears and into his thoughts, drowning out the sounds of the world. As Evan walked into the street, his eyes were met with the glowing of headlights. His eyes went wide as he was frozen in fear....
Then.. darkness
Connor felt numb. His arms were covered in bloody red lines. the crossed and zigzagged across his arms. Connor felt his eyes close from exhaustion. He drifted off into darkness...
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Soooorrrrryyyy. I know you guys hate me right now. Or I would any way.. *nervous giggle* Um but don't worry... One of them survives.
Love you all <3 :)
(( sorry its so short guyss. ))
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Dear Connor Murphy
FanfictionEvan first meet him, his beloved dark angel when he fell from a tree. There lives thrust together by the death of Connor Murphy's sister, Zoe Murphy, Evan tries to help him and his family get over her death, but little did they know they would fall...
