"I got hurt too, you know."
He said sadly, but she didn't care because she couldn't believe he had been hurt as much as her.
"Yeah?
-I couldn't stop thinking about you when you were partying, imagining you kissing other girls and maybe other guys. I couldn't stop thinking about you everytime I was seeing a girl, and that's when I started to regret. I just wanted to see again, at school, but I never saw you again. Remi told me about your scars, about the drugs and everything he saw and then they told me you were in France and no one knew why. And... I realized that maybe I had lost you forever. Maybe it was really over. But I couldn't believe this. I couldn't believe that one day, we would be like strangers, because, well.. You were the love of my life.
-I wasn't."
She seemed almost angry when she said this, she was using anger to hide the sadness that was completing her.
"How do you know?
-After I kind of stopped thinking about you, I realized I didn't regret. Because we were a shitty, shitty couple. I mean, we lived in a fairytale but in fact, we were just kids in love. We were kids in love. But I'm not a kid anymore. I'm a woman, and for once, I wanted a real relationship and what we had was everything but a real relationship. This was... kids in love. So maybe I was your first real love, but I wasn't the love of your life. You wanted perfection, I wanted mistakes."
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Cerita PendekThose stories don't really have a link between each other. Those stories often don't have beginning nor ends. These are just things that I wrote a long time before. Those stories often talks about sad stuff like depression, heartbreak, drugs etc.. T...
