she's not there when i wake up. she never is.
i hate it because there is always there us always this glimmer of hope deep down. hoping that maybe i could wake up with her next to me and our limbs tangled together and her scent filling my nose. but she never is.
if i am lucky she'll be in this house. her house, i just stay here. she's usally doing something like making breakfeast or cleaning or watching tele.
i pull myself together and get of our bed. her bed. i pray she's down stairs. i find her in the kitchen making bacon and eggs on the stove. i stare at her, her wavy hair, the way she moves from her finger tips to her wrist to her elbow to her shoulder and her body hidden with the cookie monster pajamas i gave her slouched over her body. i cant help but for my eyes to wonder down to her ass.
she turns around probably feeling like somebody is watching her.
"good morning baby." she smiles and my heart flutters at her calling me baby. she turns back to the stove.
"good morning kimba." i say as i walk behind her and wrap my arms around her waist but she squirms away from me.
"cheryl, i am not in the mood for your shit." she doesnt even look at me she's too busy making her fucking eggs and shit bacon. it hurt still, more than it should have and i blink hot tears that rise in my eyes. i sigh as i leave to the living room.
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it's not long before kimberley walks in the living room and sits next to me. she puts a glass of orange juice infront of me but i refuse to drink it.
"thanks.." i mumble and she nod and scoots closer to me. but i dont give her any attention i just look straight ahead at the tv.
she wraps her arms around my waist and lays her head on my shoulder.
i peel her body away from mine. and a very uncomfortable and tention filled silence comes over us. and i hate myself for it. but i dont regret it or do i? i am going crazy and i am lost in my own mind and i am just mad not at her. just mad.
DU LIEST GERADE
Sweet Night Lies. - Chim
Romancecheryl and kimberley don't even know what is happening. are they falling for each other? maybe they just use eachother to get high off of when they are low. or maybe it's just a stupid love game. maybe it's nothing. it's whatever.
