Sweet Night Lies. - Chim

New. - Chapter 16

it started to rain. the raindrops barely melting from snow as they hit the polluted streets and cold yards of lonely people. dirt and pebbles mix into the water as it lands on the earth

and she lays on the couch with her long slim legs spread out infront of her with almost pointed feet left with pinkish blisters on the back of her heals. her long hair tumbling around her body and little pieces weaving in between her fingers as she puts her hand by her sholder with her hair cascading down her shoulder. i hear thunder loudly and lightling crack the dark slightly purple sky beanth the clouds.

she has her permeant little pout on her face and has closed her eyes. she's always loved falling asleep to rain she said it was like a sweet known lullaby.

i sit on the other side of her couch with my legs dangling down from the couch because there is nothing to distract me not a tv not a painting i can make myself look at till the paint and patterens are stuck in my mind. not a table to trace the engravings with me fingertips not a clock to count how long this sick silence has been going on for.

i walk over to her and sit by where she lays my hip gently pressing against the side of her stomache i put my hand over hers the one on her shoulder and i feel her soft hair and skin aginst my fingers. she opens her eyes slowly and a shy smile grows on her lips.

"can i stay?" i say pouting at her. her smile widens showing off her dimples that hug the corner of her lips. she knows that what she said early hurt me but i still want to stay with her because she still makes me happy and i just dont want to leave her or sleep or eat because i just want to be with her. and her eyes look like they've almost have been lit up. but i probably imagined it.

"if you give me a cuddle." she says as she moves on the couch and turns her hand in mine and intertwines our fingers. she brings her teeth to her bottom lip as she squeezes my hand and strokes the back of my hand her nail grazing my skin.

and i lay down next to her. i know deep down i want this but i tell my hate myself for giving in. i put my arm under neather her neck and my fingers carve through the strands of her hair as i rest my hand aginst her head.

she looks up at me and there is a big smile on her face as her dark hair frames her face the shadows of her natural waves casting onto cheeks. she untangles our hands and puts hers on my back, her tiny arm wrapping around my waist she looks up at me. her eyes look like they are asking for permission but i just blink at her no wanting to say anything to ruin it. and the calm silence is killing me it's too much for my restless soul. it's too unreal because i am so pathetic to actually think we will ever have something. but i let it happen, i want it to.

she snakes her other arm around me and holds me in her arms with her eyes looking in mine searching for a reaction. but i just look back up at her motionless, she pulls me closer to her her scent filling my nose smoke and flowers almost toxic. she peaks her knee in between mine her warm soft skin touching me.

my head is turning. spinning fastly and twirling as she nuzzles her head onto my shoulder with her pink lips on my bare neck.

"i dont want you to go." her lips tickle my neck as she speaks sending goosebumbs everywhere. she draws something lazily on my back with her fingertip as she closes her dark relaxed eyes.

she kisses me on my neck right where chest and neck meet. i choke on my breath caught in the sea of her fake kisses. she plants a trail of kisses of the skin over my neck she lets the last kiss linger on my pulse her breath fanning my skin as she exhales. she takes her lips away from my neck and looks up at me with her dark and almost dazed and relaxed eyes as she rests her head on my shoulder and something deep has ignited in me.