CHERYL'S POV
it was so great finally spending time with rihanna in the studio. it was very successful, we recorded the beginning of the song and to be honest i love how it's coming out.
rihanna is really intriguing and i spent a lot of time talking to her even though i wish i was with kimba but you were the one who pushed her away. you threw her to the side and friend zoned her.
"aye thanks for collabing with me." rihanna says as we walk out of the modern glass building. the sky was a orange-red color and the sun was sinking into the sky.
"no thank you!" i say touching her arm with my fingers as we walk together in the parking lot. and my eyes look out over the parking lot and the stairs that lead down to a large patch of grass.
and i see dark blonde locks glisten with the sun rays kissing them.
i look over to ri and she's busy on her phone. and i run to kimba.
and i leave rihanna, one of the people i look up to since forever without a thought. i didn't need to i automatically picked kim.
"CHERYL!" i hear rihanna shout for me. but i dont look back i just wave at her.
i run. and i catch up to kim as she steps down on the first step of the stairs, her black cardigan flowing in the wind.
"kimba..." i say loud enough for her to hear. she turns around and she looks at me, her face blank as she looks up at me with her gray eyes from the first step.
she looks so breathtaking with the last rays of the sun reflecting off her eyes. and her boobs look so perky right now.
"oh cheryl" she says. weakly smiling at me slightly squinting at me.
"what are you doing here?" i ask.
"oh.." she looks down at her feet and wiggles them. "just working on a project." i see her face turn almost sad. her eyelashes falling in front of her face and a slight pout on her lips and her eyebrows straight. she still looks so beautiful with the polluted dark orange sunset falling over her head and her long curled hair.
"oh." i murmur, taking one step down, closer to her. and she looks up at me. i pout at her and spread my arms out for a hug. because it's the closest thing i can get to a kiss.
"no! no more hugs chezza!" she shouts and i put my arms down. i can tell by the smile on her face she's kidding. "you're going to have to catch me." she shouts.
she runs on the grass getting a head start. and i chase her and i know we are acting like kids and we probably look so stupid but i dont care.
"if you dont give me a hug i will bite you!" i shout at her and she runs even faster.
"no no! chezza i'll kiss you if you dont bite me!" she has this smirk on her face and i cant tell if she is just saying it as a joke but i pray that it is not a stupid joke.
i was too caught up in my thoughts that i let her get really far ahead and she sat herself on a concrete ledge by the stairs. i run to her. and i got brave and wrapped my arms around her neck. she puts her knees on the sides of my body. and the ledge is the perfect height that our faces are close together. so close that i can feel each breath she takes on my nose and lips.
"caught you." i whisper to her and i look into her eyes.
"you didnt bite either." she says and lays her lips on my left cheek then my right then on my forehead. and it tingles where her lips were. she then wraps her arms around my waist. lower then usual and leans into me and squeezes me so hard that it's hard to breathe but i let her. i twirl her hair with my fingers as my arms are still wrapped around her neck i can feel her nuzzle against my neck and i put my head in her hair. and it's feeling filled with such familiarity. it feels too good with her body rubbed against mine and breathing in her scent and feeling her hair on my face that still smells like her shampoo and it feels like i am falling but she's catching me. i wonder if i should kiss her hair but i dont because "friends" dont do that. i feel her try to pull away. but i squeeze her tighter.
"i'm not done." i whisper in her ear. and she lightly sways me back and forth. i rub the fabric of her black cardigan with my fingertips. cheryl stop she probably needs to go i think to myself. i sigh and pull from the hug.
"see you soon?" i ask and i see tears brimming her eyes. and i feel horrible. cheap and horrible and gross and stupid.
"yeah.." she breaths out and purses her lips and takes her arms away from my body and i do the same. i step away to let her down from the ledge. and her face is sad again.
"bye kimba." i whisper and she just nods and weakly smiles then walks away.
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DU LIEST GERADE
Sweet Night Lies. - Chim
Romancecheryl and kimberley don't even know what is happening. are they falling for each other? maybe they just use eachother to get high off of when they are low. or maybe it's just a stupid love game. maybe it's nothing. it's whatever.
