Sweet Night Lies. - Chim

Left Turns - Chapter 22

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KIM'S POV

i want to go to the sea. and smell her perfume and salt and sand. i want to watch her and the tide roll in. i want to see her ebony spiral messily in the wind even if my lips turn shades of blue and my skin is bathed in goosebumbs and my knees grow weak and my fingertips become frostbitten. i want to go downtown and see the lights sparkle in her dark eyes and i want to see her lips curve into a wide smile with our warm fingers intertwined. i want to wake up to her face and kiss her good night even when she is mad. i want her happy. i want her.

"take me out." i say and she turns around in the bed to look at me the white linen framing a side of her face as she rests her head on it. and she has a small smile on her face. as the light dusts her face

"ok." she doesnt even question me she just says ok and im happy.

im done wasting time. im done worrying about everything. i have her. i won't always have her.

"where are we going?" i ask her as she sits up and gets out of the bed and she looks over her shoulder to look at me.

"driving." she anwsers me with her eyes locked with mine then her eyes slowly run down my body. and she walks over to my side of the bed and puts out her hand for me to take and i do. running my fingers along her silk skin.

she smiles at me when im standing infront of her my feet being traced with cold from the wood.

and she leads me down the stairs and into her car.

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i look out my window staring at the velvet sky. they clouds a pale yellow painting the deep pink polluted sky like a pastel painting. the silhouette of tall buildings and factorys filling the sky. and i watch a plane go up into the sky and i watch it till i cant see it anymore and it is just a speck in the sky.

and i watch her. her big loose curls cascading down her shoulders and parts of her gorgeous chest. i trying not to stare she is still wearing that beautiful night gown that looks way too elegant to be something to sleep in. it has a low v neck line and i sneak a little glance everynow and then but it's so wrong and i curse myself for even thinking like that. and everynow and then i rest my hand on her knee or on her elbow. i just want to touch her.

"where are we even going?" i ask we have been driving around london for a while now and seem to just be taking left turns.

"nowhere." she simply anwsers as she looks at me with a sparkle in her eyes. and god i want to fucking kiss her like her lips are air and i cant breathe.

and i watch her scoot closer to the steering wheel as she focuses back onto the street. and i love her. i love her. i love her.

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she stops the car in a trashy hotel parking lot and she looks at me. her face lit by the softer than satin starlight and the faint glow from the streetlights. and i watch the light from the city reflect off her eyes. and she looks at me with hooded eyes.

and she is sickingly beautiful. she is like art. she is art and i want her to love me. i want her to need me like i need her. but i know she doesnt. she could have anyone, she doesnt need me

"get closer." i tell her and her eyes fall to my lips and look at them for a second then looking back up at my eyes and i hide that i am shitting myself.

"how?" she breathes out. her face being traced in star light as she tilts her head slightly and i dig my nails into the ebony leather seat.

"get on my lap." i say it without thinking but i dont even regret it. i want her on my legs.

her eyes almost widen. she bites down on her lip as she unbuckles her seat belt and scoots closer to me and straddles my hips. i immediately feel her warmth around me and smell her expensive perfume mixed with fire and lust.

she puts her arms around my neck as she smirks down at me. her long dress hugging her hips as they ride up her legs unveiling her long tanned legs. she is so sexy with her midnight hair framing her face and i look down at her exposed cleavage. tanned and perky and gorgeous.

"eyes up babygirl." she giggles with pinkish cheeks as she puts touches the bottom of my chin running her fingernails delicately on my skin then moving her fingers to her face telling me to put my eyes on hers with her hands. and i smile almost embarrassed. and my breath wisps into quiet giggles. and i pull her closer when i snake my arms around her lower back my fingertips tickling down to her bum.

and she presses her fingernails into the back of my neck and she is staring at my lips with hungry lustful eyes and i have never seen her like this. i love it.

she presses her hips against the lower part of my stomache and her face is slowly inching closer to mine and she kisses my lips. softly and sweetly and lovingly.

something in my stomache explodes and my skin is feathered with a tingling sensation. it was magnetic and electric.

and then she pulls out to look at me her eye a bit wider, darker. her eyes searching my face for a reaction. i still cant believe we are like this with eachother, like it is our first kiss. i dont mind it, but it just amazes me that she thinks i will reject her. but then i can be a major bitch sometimes.

and i claim her lips again. kissing her with much more passion. she presses her lips hard on mine making them barely hurt. i shove my tounge into her warm mouth and our tounges attack eachother. our teeth almost striking each other. and she begins to grind her hips against mine rubing her self against me. and i start the grind against her too liking the feeling of her on me.

"uh ahHH" she moans with her lips on mine. i feel her hot breath on my lips and flow onto my face. and she moves one hand onto my shoulder and pushes me into the black leather seat slowly the grinding down as i latch my lips on the side of her neck kissing all over. i cant get enough of her. i love the touch of her soft skin. i love feeling of her on my lips. i suck on her pulse.

"mm AHh" she moans as she throws her head back her perfect plucked eyebrows stringing together. and i kiss down her neck and tell myself to remember that spot. and im kissing down her moon lit chest kissing from collarbone to collarbone. i kiss lower. starting to kiss her cleavage and i slow down placing feather light kisses on the start of each breast. and i breathe out on her skin leting it roll and spiral on her skin and i watch as goosebumps rise on her satin skin. and i countine to kiss her as she looks down at me with her nails in my back and i kiss down until my lips hit the fabric of her dress and i look up at her with a smirk on my face like a kid getting away with doing bad. and she leans down and kisses my lips and before she can fully pull away i quickly kiss her. and her lips become laced with a big smile.

i love her. i love her. i love her.