Sweet Night Lies. - Chim

Stay. - Chapter 17

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CHERYL'S POV

im in love with her. i cant fight it. i cant rip the thoughts from my mind. i cant burn then and let fire wisp it into ash. i cant drown them in the sea and let the waves crash over them then wash them away.

they always come back. thoughts of her. her smile, her laugh, her eyes, her hair, her. but i cant love her. i cant imagine what the press would think and my family and her family.

maybe we can move to antartica and change our names and let our souls fade into the snow and ice but she doesnt love me.

she never did.

"can i take you some where tomorrow?" she says as i sit by the big wooden table that i can only remember two other times sitting at. she doesnt look at me when she talks. too busy finishing her spaghetti. i stare at her honey locks twirling into curls almost looking like curled ribbion. i stare at her waist and hips and legs that seem to go on forever.

"when?" i ask smiling at how cute she looks messing with the pots and pans. her body in a silhouette the lights beaming onto her hair with the starlight outlining her frame.

"in the morning." she turns around to look at me her lips slightly pouting and big puppy dog eyes. "when you wake up"

"who said you were spending the night." i get up from the table the cold tile shocking my feet and toes as i walk over to her and wrap my arms around her waist from the back. i gently rest my chin on her shoulder tilting my head on her neck, rubbing my hands on the fabric of her shirt on her tummy smoothing the cotton and circling her belly button.

she turns her head to look at me a smile lacing onto her plump lips, her eyes hooded as she looks down at me. she stares at me and her back rises against my chest as she breaths.

"you're so cute." she says her breath ruffling on my skin. i look up at her and smile. she leans on in me and when i think she is going to kiss me and let her lips fall onto mine and send me crazy. she puckers her lips and kisses my nose i close my eyes as it tingles where her lips were. she faces the stove again and trys to focus on cooking but i can see her looking at me from the very corners of her eyes.

"but im staying." she says almost like a command and i wrap my arms tigher around her, pulling her closer to me as i rest my head in the crook of her neck.

"please?" she says in a baby voice biting on her lip still not looking at me.

"of course babe." i giggle at her and she lets her lip free from her teeth and curves her mouth into a smile. i look at the t shirt she is in we havent changed all day well i actually put on some sweatpants because i was getting cold and i didnt think kimba wanted to cuddle so i didnt want to bother her.

i stare at her perfect lips. they are so close that i could lean in an inch and mine would be on hers. but i cant and i dont so i just stare at her.

when she moves to set the food on clean white plates i dont let go. i just follow closely behind with her tightly in my arms fluttering my eyelashes on the skin of her neck.

"chezzaaaaa" she laughs at me and i just close my eyes and hold her even closer and kiss her jaw. she doesnt even stop me, she doesnt pull away she lets my lips lay on her soft skin. i even let myself do it and she just keeps preparing the food as i cling onto her.

i realize that i am so annoying. im so fucking annoying just clinging onto her as she tries to cook. i let go of her taking my arms away from her warm body and i make my way to sit back down on the huge table. but she puts her arm on my back her nails picking into my skin through my shirt and i turn to look at her.