she's not there when i wake up. i feel where she should be lying next to me, her arms wrapped around me. her face snuggled next to mine, our legs tangled together, but it's cold.
i run my fingers through my hair. my fingernails brushing back my hair but it falls back onto my face. i force myself to get up. and i race downstairs.
"kimba?" i call out but there is silence. i walk to the kitchen and she's not there. something in my stomache and chest turns as i begin to panic. i race to the living room and out to the garden but she's not there.
"kimba!?" i shout. hot tears fill my eyes as i run back up stairs, and into our bedroom, her bedroom. and there's a piece of paper on one of the nightstands.
"chez, don't worry i'll be back soon. xxx"
under all the words she kissed the paper leaving a bright red lipstick stain on the paper.
i roll my eyes and throw the paper on the floor. and tell myself "it's not the first time she's done it" and it's true and it happens more often.
i sit on the bed with my head in my hands. it's so annoying she doesn't even wait for me to wake up or wake me up to tell me. but i won't call her because she probably feels trapped in this house like she has to stay here if i was awake amd she's probably having so much fun without me. and she just wants to get away from me. but last night?
was it just a funny mind game she loves to play with me? knowing that she has this crazy effect on me. because it makes her feel better about her self.
DU LIEST GERADE
Sweet Night Lies. - Chim
Romancecheryl and kimberley don't even know what is happening. are they falling for each other? maybe they just use eachother to get high off of when they are low. or maybe it's just a stupid love game. maybe it's nothing. it's whatever.
