it has probably been a week since i left kimba. and i have been beating myself up for it, i am such a bitch to walk out on her like that. but i had to.
i hadn't talked to any of the girls so it was a suprised when nicola wanted us all together to go bowling.
"come on chezzabella it well be loads of fun." she said and i wondered if kim was going. if she showed up i have no idea what i would do.
"eh i don-"
"cheryl please all the girls are coming and i havent seen you in forever. i need a lil chezza cuddle." nic cuts me off and i could tell she's pouting.
"fine. and i guess i have to give you a chezza cuddle." i said giggling a bit.
"yay! see you at 8 chez!" she shouted down the phone a little too loud with excitement filling her voice.
"see ya babe." i said before making a kiss noise and hanging up. panic takes over my as i think of kimba being there.
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i looked at myself in the mirror checking if i looked decent. i wanted to look nice but casual not like i was trying to hard even though i was try hard, because she was going to be there and i still wanted her to think i was pretty even though i was the one who left her.
i decided on some dark skinny jeans and a deep magenta, slightly cropped, sweater and some tennis shoes even though it didnt matter.
i made sure i covered the dark bags around my eyes and put some mascara on. i am so nervous. what if she hates me?
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the blowing alley was dim and teal lights lit up the place so you could still see. nicola's little figure was by a bowling lane way in the corner but she could have anyone she wanted considering she rented out the whole place.
"BELLA!" she shouts and runs to me with her arms open and she wraps her little arms around my body and i squeeze her tiny frame.
"che..z...cant...br..ea..th.." she says and i didnt even realize how hard i was squeezing her and i quickly pull out fron the hug.
"sorry." i quietly say as i giggle.
"i asked for a lil chezza cuddle not a please kill me chezza cuddle." she says trying not to smile while she rolls her eyes and crosses her arm in front of her chest. i laugh and playfully slap her arm even though i am panicing to see kim.
"heya girlys!" a voice speaks and nadine walks in.
"hey." me and nic say at the same time and nadine greets us with a hug. nic and her start talking about something as we wait but i zoned out.
"hello?" a voice speaks and i dont even need to look up because i know it's kim. i turn to see her. she looks so gorgeous. her honey blone hair falling down her shoulders a gray vest top and skinny jeans. and i catch her looking at me and she weakly smiles at me and walks over to me with a smile on her face. for some reason i feel myself blush and i smile back at her.
she wraps her arms around my waist and pulls my body onto hers while rubbing my back. i put my hands in her hair, close my eyes and smile enjoying her near me.
"i'm sorry." she whispers in my ear. i dont know why, i should be apologizing. she pulls away and sadly smiles at me and goes on to hug the other girls.
"THE PARTY HAS STARED!!" sarah walks through the door runing to nicola almost knocking her over but they laugh then sarah gives her a quick hug then nadine then me then kimba.
"okay! i put in all the names!" nic shouts a few minutes later as we all sit in the chairs by the bowling lane and sarah is siting behind me playing with my hair more like messing it up but i let her as i read the names nic put in.
HRDCORE
NICOOLA
KIMBASS
NADERZ
CBELLA
nic gives everyone their bowling shoes, making sure they were the right sizes.
"sarah you're up first." nicola say and sarah gets up and nic takes her spot next to me.
and i look across from me at kim and see a smile on her face. i look down at her lips. god i could just kiss her.
nic gets up to bowl and kim comes and sits behind me but i dont look at her till she lightly puts her hand on my back. and i turn to face her.
"baby i am so so sorry for not being there. but i agree and think we should be friends." she whispers so only i can hear. i can tell by her eyes she doesnt want it to be like this. but i dont know what to do.
"best friends?" i pout at her closing my eyes.
"best friends." she smiles widely and scoots closer to me. she taps my nose with her finger tip. she looks in my eyes and bites her lip.
"KIM YOU'RE NEXT!" nadine shouts and kimba quickly looks away and walks over to bowl. she picks up a ball turns to me and winks. i fell my face get hot and catch myself smiling. she walks over and bends down as she lets go of the bowling ball. my eyes just go to check out her juicy bum. thank god for her ass.
i clap for her as she comes to sit next to me.
"you're good." i say and put a hand on her thigh.
"i have very talented fingers." she waves her fingers infront of my face.
"i bet you do." i say taking her hand and intertwining our hands.
"you guys just can't get enough of eachother today." nicola says with wide eyes. me and kim both giggle i am so happy that kimberley doesn't hate me.
i bowl and get a spare and i as i sit back down kimba says.
"dat ass doe chez." i blush at her words. and scoot closer to her as she smiles at me.
"come on let me see your dimples!" she says poking a spot on my cheek but i dont smile. she wiggles her fingers infront of my face then tickles my sides.
"kimba!" i shout while laughing and try to shake her hands away. she stops and i smile at her showing off my dimples.
DU LIEST GERADE
Sweet Night Lies. - Chim
Romancecheryl and kimberley don't even know what is happening. are they falling for each other? maybe they just use eachother to get high off of when they are low. or maybe it's just a stupid love game. maybe it's nothing. it's whatever.
