Ch.1 [The Way It Is]

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⇧⇧⇧⇧⇧Kristina⇧⇧⇧⇧

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knock knock knock

Kristina: Hold on just a minute!!! I yelled putting on my robe

LD: Come on Kissy Damn it's chilly out here!

(Kiss-ey)

Kristina: Don't you have a key? I asked as I opened the door

LD: Yeah but I left them at my warehouse and Javari dropped me off

Kristina: Ladarius where have you been and tell me the truth? it's four in the morning !! and you smell like weed and a liquor store!!

LD: None of yo Mutherfuckin business and you better get the fuck out my face before I black yo eye out!!!

Kristina: LD you need to grow up!! and you know you supposed to be home by now! tell me what have you been up to?! you smell like you either been to the strip club or at a hoe's house!!

LD: Man kissy shut the fuck up with all that Bitching and complaining. I do whatever in the fuck I want to do! You sure in hell ain't Ladarius Sheffield mama!!! I can get pussy if I want shit! I'm a grown ass man! he said rolling a joint

Kristina: I didn't say you been fuckin anybody but at least I know the truth! I said getting up going in the guess room.

LD: Where in the fuck do you think you going?

Kristina: In the guest room cause you ain't bout to stress me out.The doctor told me today I'm way to stressed and I sure in the hell ain't fixing to lose my baby arguing with yo ass!!

LD: Get the fuck out then with you interrogating ass!

Kristina

I really hate the asshole he has become he used to be different. I know I'm crazy for staying with him but I can't leave. I tried to leave one time and I woke up tied to the bed and the back of my head was bloody probably from him busting me in the back of my head with his beer bottle.I wish he would change but I can't make him be a man he has to learn on his own. Today I went to the doctor and he told me I'm in my third trimester with my baby girl. I love her more than anything in the world.I wish Ladarius would get right for her but I don't think it's gonna happen. Everyday it's the same old shit with him plus he abuses me physically,sexual and emotionally and the fact that I'm a little thick makes it even worse. I just knew when I found out I was pregnant he would Change but I guess I thought wrong.If I say anything to piss him off he will throw things, call me names or hit me then he apologizes or sometime he cry's and I be over here like "nigga really"? But at the end of the day I know it will be ok. I have put up some money so after I have my baby I can take her away from this nightmare and give her a life as a normal kid. I know what y'all saying she a damn fool!! or She don't love herself I do this is just a phase in my life and imma get thru it soon....

LD: Yo did you and them mexican niggas get that shit dropped?

August: yeah nigga and the money back at the warehouse

LD:Thanks my nigga it was nice doing business with you he said shaking his hand

August: yo man look I gotta get outta here I'll see you at the warehouse

LD: Iight

Kristina

I woke up this morning and made me some coffee and got me a bowl of cereal. I could hear Ladarius in his office so I'm guessing he ain't got a hangover. I was just about to sit down until I seen August came in

August: Hey Kissy

Kristina: Hey August

August: I see you and baby girl are doing good

Kristina:yeah lil mama is killing me

August: I bet. Have you talked to Kandace?

Kristina: No how has she been?

August: Not good she was clean for a minute then she relapsed

Kristina: I'm sorry to hear that but I would love to see her face

August:Mama would like to see her face too but I can't be out here looking for her it'll drive me crazy just the thought of my lil sister out here on these streets ain't easy

Kristina: I know you just gotta put your faith in God and it'll all get better

August: That's True look I gotta go I'll talk to you later he said hugging me

Kristina: Bye I said as I took a sip of coffee by the time I finished eating and had washed my Dishes Ladarius had come down stairs

LD: Hey baby

Kristina: ..........

LD: Kissy I know yo ass heard me!

Kristina: Ladarius leave me alone please! better yet go talk to whoever you was with last night!

LD: Why do you do this huh? I already told yo ass I ain't been fucking nobody

Kristina: Ladarius you ain't even gotta lie cause you told on yourself last night when you were high as a kite.

LD:................

Kristina(pov)

I fucking hate liers! Too me if you lie to my face you will shoot me in it .

LD: You leaving me?

Kristina: I would love too, yes

LD: So you really think you can leave me? he said with a evil chuckle I been with yo fat ass for four mutherfuckin years. You pregnant with my daughter and you really think leaving is a option hell naw kissy! I own yo ass you might as well go ahead and marry me cause you ain't going nowhere and if you ever try to leave me again I'll kill yo ass!! he said looking in my eyes and I could tell he was serious

Kristina

I ran upstairs crying. He was serious I could tell by the fire in his eyes. God please help me I need your guidance I whispered to myself. I was scared before but now I was terrified he has never threatened me like that.I just pray i get out soon!....

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