P.S. I Love You. [E.G.D]

Chapter 35

//Ethan//
"Bye bro, see ya around." I said while hugging him and handing his hand luggage to him. I wasn't that emotional because we've often been apart before so we've gotten used to the whole "goodbye" thing already.
"Bye for now brother, because...I WILL BE BACK" he said pointing his hand to the sky, sounding like some evil villain that just got his ass whooped.
We all laughed before he turned to Kendall.

//Kendall//
"Goodbye" I said, kinda bluntly, because doing all this brings back the memories about the last time he left me.
"Don't do this to me, kennie, you know how much I don't like saying goodbyes, especially to you." He said comfortingly, cupping my face.
I could see Ethan shift his weight in the corner of my eye and I almost lost it.
"Grayson, i know, my anxiety's just acting up a little, some experiences you can't shake, you know? So just ignore anything else I say or do right now, except for this...I am proud of you Grayson, I'm over the moon with joy for you, you are the best brother I never had, it's such a privilege to know a celebrity in person but more importantly, it's such a privilege to have known such a sweet, sensitive little boy like you. So don't apologise for having to leave me, I know for a fact you're not leaving me like how I was before so you have nothing to worry about, kiddo, alright? You're beautiful and you're loved and there is not one single thought in my head that wants to stop you from leaving because I know that you have a dream that you are going to chase and there is no way in hell im stopping you...apart from the childish side of me that want to grab onto your leg and never let go, but that is ignorable. So, go, go get em tiger. I WANT A BUGATTI AND 2 ROLEXS WHEN YOU COME BACK COS YOU AINT KEEPIN ALL THE MONEY YOULL BE MAKIN TO YASELF BOI!" I giggled, choking out tears and ruffling his hair.
He kissed my head and gave me one final hug before he made his way to the departure area.
"ILL BE BACK BEFORE YOU KNOW IT!" He yelled, looking back but then fully tripping over his suitcase.
That's Grayson in a nutshell for you.
Boy, I'm gonna miss having such a character around the neighbourhood.
I silently chuckled to myself before looking over at Ethan. And of course, he was already looking at me. I'm still deciding whether I think that's creepy or not. Well, he is a creep so yeah, it's gonna have to be creepy.
"Why are you always staring at me as soon as I look your way."
"Because"
"What do you mean because, for all I know you could be singing Umbrella by Rihanna."
"Because you're so pretty"
"Are you visually impaired or something? And no, I'm not fishing for more compliments...I'm just genuinely facially challenged and I feel like that's something you just need to accept."
"You are not facially challenged, you're stunning, and I think the fact that you're drop-dead gorgeous is something you just need to accept"
"Shut up idiot" she said, trying to hide away her flushed cheeks my stomach felt like it had just entered zero-gravity.
"Let's go" I suggested, grabbing her hand and guiding her out of the weirdly quiet airport, since it was like 4 in the morning.

// Kendall//
The smell of coffee drowned my nose, the sound of suitcases being rolled around every so often. The sight of huge aeroplanes taking off the runway. The feeling of the cold metal benches stinging my thighs. I was fascinated by airports. Especially in the morning where it would be so calm and all you would be able to hear would be the clinking of coffee cups on saucers.
My grip tightened around Ethan's finger as my eyes caught sight of the cascade of pinks, peaches and oranges scattered all over the sky. I stopped in my tracks. I was a sucker for sunrises. I felt Ethan suddenly realise what I was looking at as well and we both just froze and admired, standing there. Sunrises just help me think a lot. It makes me grateful that after all I have been through I'm still lucky enough to see another one of these beautiful moments. It makes me grateful for getting back the people I lost, and more appreciative of the people that were by my side through absolutely everything, even though there were not many of them. It makes me love the life I live in even though I have my moments in the rock of rock of rock bottom. But seeing things like this also give me my moments to just step back and look at the bigger picture. To see where I'm at with my life and which direction I want to go.
I look over to my side, and for the first time in forever, he's not looking back. You can see the fiery orange reflected in his eyes of pure admiration and he can't take his eyes off it. He's the most beautiful man on the planet but nobody else can see it apart from me. Nobody else can see that his little nose could make your heart quiver, nobody else can see that his eyes could give you goosebumps, nobody else can see that his jawline could make you pass out. Nobody else can see that his sense of humour could make butterflies explode in your stomach. Nobody else can see that his kindness and selflessness could make you want to backflip 10000 times.
Nobody else can see his beauty and it's the most frustrating thing in the universe.
He's fucking gorgeous and nobody understands, not even himself.
"You're just amazing, Ethan" I slipped out, accidentally speaking my mind. He peeled his eyes front the colour show to look at the one in my eyes. "You're just breathtaking, Kendall, just like that sunrise, or even better." I couldn't help it anymore and I leaned in and gave him a long kiss, holding his neck as I did so. I've just never been so in fucking love I think I'm going to  I'm die from it. We soon pulled apart and my and my heart just caved in at the sight of his smile.
"Just be my fucking girlfriend already" he grinned, looking into my eyes as he held onto my waist from the back as we both looked over to the sunrise.

"Sure thing, fucker."