suicide attempt // nash grier

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Nash woke up the next morning with big bruises on his face, and red scars.
He got dressed for school and he was wearing a new red Vans t-shirt, some skinny jeans, and his favorite pair of Vans. He slipped on a few bracelets and drove to pick up Cameron. Cameron was wearing a blue graphic t-shirt, jeans, and black vans.

They got to school and saw the two boys that beat them up the day before. Nash and Cameron walked fast trying to get from them, when all of the sudden Nash has a hand slapped to his chest. "What the hell do you want dude? What in the world have I done to you, to make you bully me? You're just a worthless piece of shit that goes to extremes to brings others down!" Nash yelled holding tears back. The tall boy grabbed Nash's collar and dragged him to the bathroom. "What's your name?" Nash said with fear. "I'm Jack, Jack Gilinsky." Jack was known as the jock. He literally had girls all around him. "Now, you don't remember what you did to me?" Jack said with tears in his eyes and his fist balled up.

"No, I actually don't." Nash replied to the tall boy.

"You took away my best friend, Cam and I used to be so close until you came to town."

"I thought that-" Nash was interrupted.

"Jack? Yeah he's my best friend now and has been for a while, but before, Cameron was.." Jack said.

"I didn't know, he probably would've still talked to you if you didn't start fucking with me! And Jack Johnson, he is always beating the shit out of cam and you don't care! You don't deserve Cameron as a friend if you just go around hitting his friends. You know he doesn't only have one friend!" Nash said furious with Jack.

"I'm sorry for doing all this..." Jack said.

"Whatever." Nash got up and ran to Cameron.
They ran inside and went into the classroom. "They are jack and Jack. Also, why didn't you tell me about you and Jack Gs friendship before?"

"Because he's not worth talking about."

//Three hours later//

Nash was walking to his car, alone. He couldn't find Cam anywhere but of course, there was Jack and Jack.

"We are sorry for bullying you all these years..." JJ said. Jack Johnson was the nicer one out of Jack and jack. He was the sweetheart, while Jack G was the stud, or player.

"I can't just forgive you for three years of bullying! Y'all made me go through shit I didn't need! I had enough going on at home, then you two come buy and throw me around like some kind of toy! Im sorry but I'm not going to forgive y'all until I have a good reason to." Nash blurted out. He hopped into his car and drove down the road. He stopped and started crying.

"Sir, are you alright?" A tall blonde boy walked up to his car. "I'm fine." Nash looked up to see it was Matthew Espinosa. He was a new student at the school. "Do you need a ride?" Nash said trying to get himself together. "I guess.." Matt got into the car and they began talking.

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"It was nice meeting you Matt! Find me at school sometime!" Nash yelled to Matt as he was walking to his doorstep.

"Alright! Bye!" Matt waved goodbye to Nash as he drove away.

//home//

"MOM, MOM! I MADE A NEW FRIEND!" Nash yelled to his mom whom was in the kitchen.

"What's his name?"

"Matthew Espinosa!" Nash said happily.

"Oh yeah, they just moved in down the street!" His mom said putting dinner on the table.

"Looks familiar, is that steak and mash potatoes?" Nash said picking on his mom.

"Sorry, but we have a bunch of steaks!" His mom said laughing.

//after dinner//

"Night mom, I'm going to my room for the night!" Nash yelled while going up the stairs. When he got to his room, he locked the door and laid on the bed.
He began to think about Jack and Jack. Why did they suddenly want to be friends? Were they trying to set me up, see how gullible I was? He told himself to stop, stop thinking about them. They were the two that have bullied him for years! Fuck them, he thought, fuck them.