suicide attempt // nash grier

twelve

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Third person

Maybe this whole suicide thing was good, Nash thought. Maybe it was; His life has took a huge turn. He has a new family, he has quit cutting, and he has a girlfriend. Nash has never had a girlfriend. He was always an outcast, no one would ever say a word to him unless they absolutely had to. This change was good; Change is good.

"Good morning." Mike walks into Nash's door way. "Good morning!" He replies with an unusual excitement. He quickly grabs his shoes and waddles down stairs. Hearing laughs from the family, he begins to smile. "Waffles and eggs! Yum!" Matthew says walking in behind Nash. They both gobble the eggs and grab a waffle to go. They hop into the car and drive off to school.

They are greeted by Julianne and Cameron right when they walk in. "Hey babe." Nash says to Julianne kissing her cheek. "Hi." She says tucking a piece of hair behind her ear. Nash and Julianne were official. Everyone new about their new relationship, some people liked it, while others hated it. Julianne was popular, while Nash was one of the lowest people in the school. Although, they were a cute couple.

When they walked by, people would "awh" and people would groan. They ignored the awful groans and continued walking.

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"Come on, let's go!" Julianne yells to the boys. It was the end of the school day and she wanted to get home and sleep. They all hop in the car and head over to Julianne's house.

"I think I'm gonna stay and study." Nash says looking Matt in the eyes with the leave look.

"Have fun love birds!" Matt yells driving off.

Julianne and Nash head up to her bedroom where they begin "studying."

"So the-" She looks up at him smiling, "Stop!" She giggles while he continues tickling her. Suddenly Nash is on top of Julianne. They lay there, one on top of the other, staring into eachothers eyes. She leans up and grabs his face. Their lips collide and they begin to sit up. "Thank you for always being here for me." She continues kissing him intensively. She quickly takes his shirt off and runs her hands down his chest. Nash slowly pulls away, "Are you sure you're ready?" She nods. "I've never-" He tries to confess. "Shut up." She grabs his again but this time with no shirt.

"Fuck." She laughs, "That was great."

"Very." Nash rolls over and kisses Julianne's cheek.

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"You're so beautiful." Nash says to Julianne. He kisses her soft face and tucks a piece of her hair behind her ear.

"And you're so amazing." She grabs his face and kisses his lips.

It was their five months today. Nash had something special planned and was anxious all throughout the school day.

When he got home he quickly changed and told Mike where he was going. He hopped in the car that was filled with brown boxes and decorations. He sped through the highway finally making it to his destination. He pulled his car up into the grass to see Cameron and Matthew standing with their hands behind their backs.

"Text me when you've finished decorating please!" Nash grabs the last box out of the car and jumps in. "Thank you!" He slowly pulls out of the grass and heads to meet Julianne at her house.

"Hey babe." Nash says to the beautiful girl. She say in the small car and kissed Nash on the cheek. "I got you something." Julianne says putting the small box on his lap. "I can't open it until you've opened yours." He looks over and smiles. "Just wait a few minutes." He grabs the box and sits it in her hands.

Before he starts the car, he calls Matthew.

"Hey are y'all ready?" Nash says into the phone.

"Yes!" Cameron and Matt yell.

"Okay, I'm on the way." Nash says finally starting the car and hanging up the phone.

"Ready?" Nash says to Julianne."

"Ready." She smiles and looks forwards.

Nash pulls into the grass once again and is greeted by Matthew and Cameron. "Right this way." Matt says motioning us to go forwards. The couple walks across the grassy field behind Matthew.

"Oh my-" Julianne sees the beautiful tree that has lights all throughout it. She looks down from the tree to see a tent. She runs into the tent grabbing Nash's arm. "Wow." She looks up admiring the lights.

"Bye Nash, don't have too much fun!" Matthew says running across the field.

"This is," She breaths in "amazing."

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"I wanted to make something as amazing as you." Nash smiles and kisses her soft lips. "But it's not even close."

"Here." She gives him a small box. He repeats the action and hands her a box.

Nash opens his box to reveal a bracelet. The bracelet has the date that they began dating on it. "I know how much you love bracelets so I got you this." She smiles. "Thank you so much!" He slides on the bracelet and hugs her.

"Your turn." Nash says looking down at her present. She opens the blue and yellow box to see a necklace. The necklace was the shape of a heart and opened up to reveal a picture. The picture was of Nash and Julianne on their first date. A small tear falls from her eye. "You can fit this next to your heartbeat where I should be. Keep it deep within your soul." Nash said making Julianne cry even more.

"Thank you so much." She throws herself into his arms and fiddles with the necklace laying on her chest.

The night was filled with laughter and excitement. They watched movies on Nash's laptop and cuddled beneath the stars.

Nash suddenly looks down to Julianne where she was still playing with her necklace and he spoke; "I love you."

She sat up from the pillow and looked at him. Suddenly, she smiled and kissed him. "I love you too."

This night is amazing, He thought to himself.