suicide attempt // nash grier

sixteen

Third person
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"You doing okay Nash?" Mike says walking into Nash's cold room. Mike went home every hour to check on Nash.

"Mhm." He mumbled back.
"I know you're hurting but you have to get up and shower or eat." He sits down on Nash's bed.

"I need to see her." Nash sits up slowly.

"I'll call the hospital, okay?"

"Okay.." He gets a little bit happier.
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Nash spends the rest of the day watching depressing youtube videos and listening to music. He never hears back from Mike about Julianne so he decides to call himself.

"Hi, this is Nash." He say shyly.

"Hey Nash, how are you doing hun?" Julianne's mother says.

"Not so good. How is she?" I fiddles with his fingers.

"Why don't you come down?"

"Alright." Nash grins, showers, then drives to the hospital to meet Julianne's mom.

He runs into the hospital going into room 209 to see nothing there. He falls to the ground.

He gets back up and begins to panic and runs through the hallways to see no one in the hospital. He screams continuously not hearing any sound. He grabs the phone and hears a loud noise. He groans then runs back to her room. He runs down stairs to the morgue. He sees her. Julianne laying there, pale as snow. She lays there on the table with a white cloth over her body. He runs to her pale body and runs his fingers through her hair. "I never got to say goodbye..." He cries.

Nash woke up from a frightening dream, crying, and in a weird place. "Where am I?" He whispers to the nurse who was writing on a clipboard.

"You passed out yesterday in the hospital." She looks up from the clipboard and feels his head. She jots something down and began talking again. "I saw you laying in the floor in the room your girlfriend had been in. I started shaking you trying to see if you were alright. After I shook you once, you started screaming; a lot. You wouldn't stop so I ran downstairs to get a doctor and we decided to keep you here for a few days just to make sure you're alright."

Nash was worried. He didn't know he would end up here, not now. Suddenly Matt walks in with a smile on his face. "I'm so glad you're alright!" He hugs Nash.

Nash smiles, "I've missed you." He sits up.

"I've missed you too." Nash didn't talk to Matt for weeks after the accident.

They had began talking when randomly a nurse walks in and tells Matt to leave. A few nurses rush in the room also. He didn't know what was happening. It was all happening in slow motion, nurses began unhooking cables, doctors yelled across the room, and all he knew, was that he was falling into a deep sleep.

"Hello Nash." She smiles at him.

"Julianne." He gasps.

"Don't think about doing anything stupid, alright?" She grabs his hands.

"It's too late." He says "I did a stupid thing and I lost my one true love."

"You haven't lost me."

"But I have."

Before he could finish the dream, he awakens by gasping for air. He searches around the room to find her. He wanted her to be right there with him again.