suicide attempt // nash grier

thirteen

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Nash's POV

*Flash back*

"Come on Nash! Let's go!" My mom yelled to me on my first day of high school.

"Mom I don't want to go." I sighed to my mother, "People are going to just keep saying things about me."

"It'll be fine honey." She smiled "It's a new year."

"You're right, Maybe they won't." I looked back at my mother realizing that she was right. It's a new year, I'm a new person. People should realize I'm better than I use to be.

I walk into my new high school to see all of the older students and all of the smiling faces. Suddenly a beautiful girl bumps into me, "Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry!" She says looking up at me and tucking her hair behind her ear. "It's fine, I wasn't paying attention." I look at her smiling.

"Okay. Well hi," The blonde haired girl says "I'm Julianne."

*End of flashback*

"Remember when we met?" I say to Julianne while running my fingers through her hair.

"We were both nervous freshmen." She rolls over to face me. "I became popular, you became hated. I hated myself for leaving you but then, all I cared about was popularity."

"It's okay because now we have each other and that's all that matters." I sit up and kiss her pink cheek.

"There's a party this weekend" Julianne says "Wanna go?" I hesitate to answer but I finally reply with a yes.

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"Matt!" I yell into the hallway.

"What?" He groans scratching his head.

"Come here." I say. He walks into the room confused and tried. He throws himself onto my large bed.

"So there's a party this weekend, Wanna go?" I say.

"Are you sure about this?"

"Yeah. Julie wants me to go with her and I wanted you and Cameron to go."

"Okay, let me call Cameron."

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"Ready." Julianne says before we get out of the small car. "Ready." I whisper.

We walk up to the large house that has lights everywhere and loud music.

The rooms were filled with sweaty bodies, drunk teenagers, and sloppy kissers.

We walked through the crowded rooms with our fingers intertwined.

Third person

Julianne was greeted by several people from the school while Nash stood beside her staring at their latched hands. He didn't speak, he just stood there, staring. Groups of people swarmed around them and started asking them questions.

"How long have y'all been together?" Julianne's friend Emily says.

"Almost a year." She looks over to Nash and their lips collide. They hear the crowd "awh."
(Yes the time has sped up)

They make their way into the kitchen which is filled with alcohol. They both grab a beer and they head separate ways. Nash went to go find Matthew and Cameron, while Julianne went to find Emily.

Nash had about 5 beers when he had finally found Matthew. Before he actually went looking for him, he walked around. He searched through the crowds for someone to talk to.

He got to Matthew drunk. Matthew tried to get him to go home but nothing he said worked.

Matthew was tired of Nash so he went home and told his parents that Nash had stayed with Cameron.

Nash went searching for Julianne but could not find her. He grabbed another beer and went to talk to more people.

He started talking to Julianne's friend Emily. They began laughing and playing around with each other. "I have to pee." Nash blurts out while laughing.

He walks to the half bath holding his pants. He closes the door without locking it and suddenly Emily walks into the small bathroom.

"What are you doing?" Nash yells. "Shut up." Emily grabs his shirt and pulls him closer to her. Their lips collide with the force of her hands.

Julianne's POV

"I don't know where Emily went." I say to Cameron whom was drunk. "I don't know." He shrugs and leans over in his seat.

"I have to pee." I say to Cameron who wasn't listening. He looks at me then looks back down.

I begin walking through the crowds making my way to the bathroom.

I finally get to the bathroom and I knock on the door to see if anyone was in it.

"Shut up." I hear a familiar voice. I open the door to see Emily and Nash kissing.

"Oh my gosh-" I say now with tears flowing from my eyes.

"Julie!" I hear Nash say while following me through the house.

I finally make it outside the house where no one is at the moment. "How could you!" I turn around quickly and slap Nash. "How could you kiss my best friend!"

"I'm sorry Julie!" He says with tears flowing from his beautiful blue eyes. "She forced herself on me! I went to pee and she walked in and started kissing me!"

"Whatever Nash!" I yell while walking to my car.

"You shouldn't drive." He says running after me.

"Too bad. I want to be as far as possible from you!" I start the car and drive off.

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Okay so I'm ending this book soon.

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