suicide attempt // nash grier

five

hey guys. I'm sorry about all the typos in the other chapter, I'll make sure I don't make anymore!

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**Third person**

The next morning Nash woke up with Mrs. Sarah screaming at Matt. He apparently didn't do what he was told so she yelled and wouldn't stop. They all ate breakfast and Nash and Matt went off to school. They walked together for a few minutes until Nash saw Cameron. "Hey cam!" Nash yelled. Nash waved his hand at Matt telling him to follow.

"Hey, this is Matthew. Matthew this is Cameron." Nash said making them two shake hands.

"Nice to meet you Cameron."

"Same to you." Cameron said with a smile. They all walked down the hall to their classes when they see Jack and Jack.

"Hey losers. I see you have a new member of your club." Jack Gilinsky says looking at Johnson. "Haha yeah losers." Johnson said repeating Jack.

"Shut the hell up dickheads!" Nash said with bravery.

"Who do you think you're talking to!" Jack G said balling up his fist.

"You.." Nash bursted. He immediately has a fist hitting his face and falls to the ground. But he gets up and throws a punch, they go back and forth until Nash is tired of fighting. He lays on the ground hearing chants and feeling the stinging of the tall boys punches and Hearing unkind words being said.

"Worthless piece of shit."

"Die"

"You're so ugly"

"Faggot."

//leaving school//

"Who were those boys?" Matt said curiously.

"They're Jack and Jack, the guys that made me cry that one day." Nash said walking out of the school yard. "They think they are so big and bad but really they aren't, if I had enough courage to go up to one of them and just punch them, I would but I don't. I can only do it when he throws the first swing."

"Oh, I'm sorry."

Nash and Matthew walked home since Nash doesn't have a car anymore. After his mom died they took his car. They small talked until they got to the doorway of the house.

Matthew walked into the kitchen and grabbed a drink and snack along with Nash. They walked up to their rooms and did their own thing.

*Nash's POV*

I hate going to school. Well school isn't the problem, it's the people in it. The people are just cruel, mainly Jack and Jack. Friday they come up to me saying they're sorry then today they just have to beat me up? I tried to stand up to them but of course Jack G had to win at his own fight. He's such a dick.

I walk into the bathroom and look at myself. I look horrible. When was I crying? Do I naturally look like this? Damn, I look like shit. I start to open the drawer under the sink but then I remember I threw away my razor. Shit. I need my blade.

The same two words came into my mind: Die & Worthless. They described me perfectly. No one loves me honestly, they all just feel bad for me.

I need to find a razor. Maybe Sarah has one? I'll ask her.

I walk up to Sarah and mikes door and knock slowly. "Hey Sarah.." I say quietly.

"Yes?"

"Do you happen to have an extra razor?"

"Yes, I actually do. Just a moment." She walks off into the bathroom rummaging through her drawers.

"Here you go sweetie."

"Is it alright if I shower around 8?"

"Yes that's fine."

That gives me enough time to do what I need.

I look down at the bathroom floor and see a puddle of tears. I cut once, cut twice, cut one more time before I hear a knock at the door. "Nash, are you alright?" Matt said trying to open the door. "Yes, I'm alright. thank you."

I heard him walk away and cut once more.

"I'm not okay..." I whisper after.

*Matthews POV*

I was playing GTA 5 when I hear crying in the next room. I walk down the hall and put my ear to the door. It's definitely crying. "Nash, are you alright?" I say trying to get into the room. "Yes, I'm alright. thank you." I start to walk away and hear it again, but this time I hear words. "I'm not okay..." I heard Nash say. I wonder what's going on. I might talk to him tomorrow...

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Just a warning, there will be a major plot twists in the next few chapters! (: