suicide attempt // nash grier

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so sorry for not updating. I've had school. well ily guys.

-Cameron's POV-

As I walk to the house with the red door and the sad boy, I begin to think if this is about me not being his friend anymore.

I ring the door bell to see Matthew answer. "Matt-" I say with tears beginning to form in my eyes. I reach for a hug when he pushes me. "Why are you here?" He says with his face full of anger. "I-I wanted to see Nash." I mumbled "Is he alright?"

"Yeah he's fine, why do you care?" he rolls his eyes and runs his fingers through his hair.

"He's my- well was my best friend. I need to know if this was my fault." I put my hand on Matthew's chest and push him away. I run through the kitchen and up the stairs. I see him. It's Nash! "Nash!" I run up to his pale body. "Nash, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean for any of this to happen. I hate myself."

"Cam.." Nash says sitting up on the bed. "Calm down please.."

"Do you hate me?" I say looking up at his face.

"I would never hate you Cameron." He says putting one hand on my shoulder. I see Matt pacing by with eyes that are furious. "Why'd you do it? Why'd you do it Nash? You have so much to live for."

"I hate myself cam. I hate my life, I hate my body, I hate my face, I hate my school, I hate Jack and Jack. Sorry to tell you but your best friends are the reason I did this. I'm tired of their constant bullshit. I have done NOTHING to them, I don't deserve what they have been saying to me. I've tried to ignore it but it comes all the time. They hit me, the cuss at me, they constantly do something to me that I just can't deal with. I had to do it."

"Nash.." I grab him "You are the best person in the world. You don't need to end your life because of some stupid kids. You're perfect and I honestly wish I were you. I'm the worst friend ever, I shouldn't have left you." He stops me there. He grabs me and doesn't say a word. He lays his head on my shoulder and cries. "I've missed you bud."

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-Third Person-

It's been a week and Cameron and Nash have become friends again. Though Cameron had turned his back on Nash, Nash felt like Cameron deserved a second chance.

Today is when Nash starts back school. He slowly gets out of bed and goes to eat breakfast, dreading having to go back. After he eats his cereal, he walks back upstairs and finds some clothes to put on. He slipped on one of his new Polos that he had gotten from Cameron and some Kaki shorts. He walked in the bathroom and opened the drawer that had his box of razors in it. "I have to stop for real this time." He whispered to himself. He reached in it and grabbed the razor. "Good bye." He dropped it in the toilet and quickly flushed it. He slipped on his vans and rushed out the door to find Matthew waiting for him. "You look nice." He said smiling. "Thank you." Nash said walking up to his car. "Wanna drive?" He smiled. "Yes!"

"We are here." Matthew said looking at Nash whom was tapping his feet the whole way. They step out of the car and walk through the crowds of people. They hear nothing. No one laughed or said a word to Nash, not even the Jacks. All of the sudden the blonde girl named Julianne came jogging to them. While Nash was at home, Julianne visited him a lot. They talked about everything and got very close. "Hey there" She says grabbing him. "Nice to see you. Are you nervous?"

"Duh."

"Dumb question sorry." She reaches over to Nash's hand and links their fingers together. "Let's change who we were and start over."