| Ninety Eight |
What had I done? Did I seriously think for a moment that Harry wanted this. I knew he wouldn't, I knew what he was like. I just thought, for once, he would actually be happy.
I knew this was huge, we were both so young. I knew it would be a lot for him but he didn't have to react like that. There's no excuse to leave.
Tears fell down my face. I didn't know what to do now.
I am scared.
This is frightening for me, let alone him. How did he think I felt? I am carrying a baby, he is the only one who knows.
I need him, I can't do this on my own. I love him and in just in a matter of seconds I had lost him...
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After an hour, I seem to calm down, but the disappointment, shame and heartbreak still rested inside of me.
I get up and walk to the bathroom, placing both hands on the sink and staring at myself in the mirror.
My mouth drops slightly on how disgusting I look right now, but I don't care, it didn't matter at the moment. The fact Harry walked out on me, his own child and what we had together, was that not enough for him? Was I not enough for him?
I splash my face with water and dry it before walking out of my room. I needed something to drink, some water to calm my dizziness even though I didn't want to see everyone else.
But I had too.
As I got to the steps, the door swing opens.
Harry?
Harry.
"Ariana," he whispers as he sees me.
He runs up the stairs and grabs hold of my hands when I feel water sliding down my cheeks. I pull away from his hands and walk into my room as he follows.
"Ari..."
"Why couldn't you just tell me how you felt rather than walk out and leave me here." I shout, hitting him in the shoulder.
"Ariana you don't understand..."
"What Harry? What could I possibly not understand? You walked out and left me here to suffer." I shout again, tears pouring down, shaking.
"Ariana, calm down." he whispers, holding my shoulders and pulling me into a hug.
"Why Harry? Why should I? Who are you tell me after what you have done." I whisper so weakly.
"Because you didn't let me explain." he says.
He gazes at me, putting his hands either side of my face and with his thumb gently rubbing my cheeks. He leans in and gently kisses the last of my tears.
"Ariana, words can't explain how amazing, beautiful, and incredibly intelligent you are. You mean everything to me." He whispers softly. "I don't ever want to be a part from you. You've stuck by my side through everything and I can never thank you enough. I am happy, ecstatic, you're pregnant. It just took me some time to comprehend it, I am not the best person to be a father, but I want to be. You would be an amazing mother. I will be here for you all the way, I promise. I love you Ariana."
I stare at him in confusion as he searches for something in his pocket.
He lowers down on one knee, never losing eye contact with me.
My heart begins to pump faster and faster as my eyes widen.
He smiles as he takes out a small box whilst holding one of my hands.
"Will you marry me?"
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