Roses Burn (NOT EDITED)

vows

Angel p.o.v

"Don't you feel bad?"" Eric asked.

"No" I answered sharply.

"But if we don't-"

"Shush Frank's calling!" I hushed.

I slide the answer button and gulped.

"It's done I sent you the proof" I said.

"Good I'll text you the location of your loved ones and the money...I hope we never have to see each other again"

My heart skipped a beat as I looked at the clock on Eric's phone that he was silently holding up.

"You won't" I quickly hung up the phone.

"You go get my mother and the money, I have to hurry to get in there before things get messy" I quickly rushed back into the building.  Everyone surrounded Alex and Rose screaming,crying, panicking. I pushed people out the way to get over to the bloody mess. Guilt rushed inside my body at the sight of Rose bloody and Alex next to her with his arms splayed out. I didn't shoot her exactly at her heart. I measured where the bullet would hit, hopefully I didn't hit any major organs.

"I'm a doctor let me!" I cried out. Bending down towards the two.

I reached into my pocket taking out the syringe and sticking the needle into Roses heart.

"Someone hurry and take her to the ambulance" I yelled. The bodyguards who were talking hastily into their mics suddenly moved like lightening picking up rose gently.

I only examined Alexander's head until the real doctors shoved me away to put Alex on the stretcher.

I quickly followed after them into the ambulance "he's my brother" I lied when the doctor asked who was I to the patient.

I hopped inside the car. Staring at an lifeless Alex. I needed to stick this syringe in him but i couldn't with the doctors around putting putting an oxygen mask on him, as we quickly sped off to the hospital....

....all I could think of is that I had screwed up big time and I would have to pay if anyone ever caught me and Eric.

.........

ALEXANDER  P.O.V

My eyes opened slowly.

My fingers wiggled very slow.

I blinked a few times to let my eyes adjust...to what exactly?...nothing.

I was in the dark or maybe this was hell? I'm a decent person why would I be going there?

Maybe it's because of the people you killed.

"Alex" I heard a voice from in the dark call out it was a familiar voice. I knew all to well....

.....Angel.

Maybe I wasn't in hell. Or maybe I was and she was here too...she deserved it.

"R-rose" My words hopped over each other as I struggled to speak. I could feel the bed which I was laying on. 
Maybe I wasn't in hell, I tried sitting up, but I was panicking.

"I-I-can't see" I stuttered.

"No its just the light" she said sounding far away.

"Turn on the lights" I ordered.

Silence.

I went to get up but something stopped me....

.....I couldn't feel my legs.

"My breath hitched in my throat "what- I can't- I can't feel my legs. Why can't I feel my legs!" I panicked.

"I'm sorry Alex-"

Suddenly the lights turned on and I let my eyes adjust to the light. I was in a hospital bed. Eric was sitting next to my bed looking down as though he'd been crying.

Then I remembered...

...Rose. my sweet Rose. A flashback of her getting shot popped in my head.

"Rose! Rose!!" I yelled.

"Calm down please" Angel said.

I looked down at my legs. They were still there I just couldn't feel them.

"Your paralyzed...from the waist down" I heard someone say.

I looked up to see a doctor she looked tired as though she had slept in days.

I sighed.

"How are you feeling Mr.Ridden?" She asked.

I stared at my legs "Will I ever be able to walk?"

"I'm not sure" she said truthfully.

"Where's Rose?"

"I didn't plan for it to go down like it did I thought-" Angel started.

"Where's Rose?" I asked again. My heart cracked somehow I knew what happened but I wanted to hear it.

No I needed to hear it.

"She didn't make it" Eric whispered.

I couldn't feel anything. I sat there in silence for a minute.

"Ok" I said nodding my head.

"I'm sorry we did everything to save her" the doctor said.

"I'm sure of it, can I have a moment to myself"

Angel looked confused. Eric just got up and left without a word. The doctor left.

"Alex I-"

"Leave. Please just leave" I asked calmly.

She stayed a couple of second more, realizing I was serious she eventually left.

If you die. I die.

That was our vows. Even though we never made it to the wedding part in a way that was our wedding. Her face looked so beautiful as we danced.

I grabbed the small knife off the utensil table next to my bed.

If you die I die.

I slit my wrists and watched the blood trickle on to the floor.

If you die I die.

If you die I die.

I heard someone scream, maybe it belonged to the doctor or maybe Angel. I didn't know all I could think of is Rose's beautiful face

I'm right behind you...My sweet Red Rose.