DESIGNER | LUCAS

twenty one | my boyfriend's brother

"even on the day i left you,
i made you cry with cruel words.
but i regretted it as soon as i turned around, i'm sorry."
- untitled, 2014, gdragon

—OSAKA, JAPAN. | 2 YEARS AGO.

"momo.. we shouldn't be doing this.." yuto whispered in short breaths as she kissed his neck.

"i-i know. but i need you right now," momo replied, looking into his eyes.

"my brother loves you.."

"but i love you. i choose you. i can't do this anymore. i don't love him like before, and that's because of you. so please, j-just help me.."

"momo, i love you too.. but yuta is sensitive.. he could kill me.." yuto chuckled.

"he would never kill you, we both know that," momo said smiling. "i feel bad for doing this, to be honest with you.. but i can't contain my feelings. he's a burden to me.. i just want to disappear with you and only you."

"then.. let's do it. me and you. let's get out of this place. you've always wanted to go to norway, right? i'll take you there. we can be together.."

"really?" momo's eyes lit up. "you'd do that for me, yuto?"

"i'd do anything for you."

momo and yuto hugged with their hearts clasped together.

•

hurriedly, the two lovers rushed into the car, bags in the boot, ready to leave. yuto looked at momo who sat next to him, smiling at the love of his life. his hands gripped on the steering wheel and the car began to move.

momo looked up at the starry sky, imagining what her life would be like with yuto. suddenly, she jolted forward, but luckily, she had her seatbelt on. she looked up and saw a car blocking the road.

it was a familiar car.

a man walked out of the vehicle and walked to the driver's window. his face became clearer, and momo's heart began to speed up. chills creeped up her spine and she saw a psychopathic smile on the man.

"my dear brother, yuto. my dear girlfriend, momo. what might you be doing at 1am?" yuta said.

"w-we were going out for a driv-" momo started.

"why are there bags in the boot, momo? cars to tell me something? yuto? how about you?" yuta flashed a smile that screamed heartbreak, and tears slipped out.

"yuta.. it's not what you think."

"you're right. it's not what i think. it's what i heard. i came back home early, and i wanted to say hi to my own brother.. but i heard more than i wanted to."

"yuta, look. i'm sorry that she doesn't feel the same about you as she does about m-"

"can she not speak for herself?" yuta interrupted. "you know what? i'm not even mad. go. go ahead. go to norway."

confused, momo and yuto looked at yuta.

"i'm serious. go." yuta said, holding a smile.

"wait, what? yuta? really? you're not ma-"

yuto was interrupted by an abrupt ringing noise. momo closed her eyes. she could feel liquid on her. slowly, she opened her eyes. she kept her head down, and she looked at her hands.

red.

red was painted on the canvas that was her skin. momo suddenly looked to where yuto was. she was greeted by blood perfusingly dripping down from a whole through his head. momo shrieked with pain as she saw her lover shot straight through the head, looking into his dead eyes.

"sorry baby, i said go to norway. but i didn't say he could come."

yuta grinned at the fearful momo.

"you underestimated me. 'he would never kill you', bullshit! what do you think of me?"

"y-you're a demon.. you're a monster. you're a psycho."

"no, baby.

i'm just someone who loves you so much."