Heroin(e) | DISCONTINUED

Chapter 10

I impatiently tap my fingers against my desk. It didn't have to go like this if I just kept my head cool and did my job. Trixie is right, sooner or later someone will find out and it might not make such a pretty scene. My thoughts get interrupted as I suddenly spot Raja walking out of her room and towards my desk. "Something wrong?" I ask her once she's standing close enough. "You didn't come back after you left the room.." She softly says. I swallow and sigh deeply. "I'm sorry but I couldn't, what if it wasn't Trixie who walked in on us?" I tell her and she nods. I crack a smile at her and she can't help but smile back at me. "But besides that, how are you feeling?" I ask her, the smile on her face not disappearing. "Good. Happier, really." She replies. Hearing her say that makes my heart flutter. It's currently the second day she's here and she's doing really well, way better than expected.

"Listen," I start as I stand up, gesturing her to walk with me. "You can go ahead and pack up the stuff you came here with, I'll make sure you get a clean pair of clothes." I say to her and her eyes widen. "Are you gonna let me go? But I told you I have nowhere to go!" She says to me with a hint of panic in her voice. I walk with her to her room and quickly get in, shutting the door and softly holding her shoulders as I look into her beautiful brown eyes. "Again, who told you they'd keep you safe and help you find a place to stay?" I ask her and she manages to get out a soft 'you'. I nod, smiling at her. "Exactly. So you got nothing to worry about. I'm gonna release you by the end of the day." I say to her and she nods slowly, showing she understands. I help her pack up the stuff she came here with, which isn't much so it only takes about 10 minutes. She sits back on her bed while I continue to tidy up the room. "Only 2 days here and you made this place quite a mess." I say as I laugh and I hear her giggle. "I'm sorry! I just easily feel at home." She replies and I can't help but smile widely.

I put away the broom and sit with her on her bed. I look deeply into her eyes and I can see her cheeks getting more red. The moment she wants to lean in to kiss me we hear the door rattle and she quickly pulls herself back, I get up from the bed. Katya walks in with her food. She looks at me as I'm awkwardly standing there hoping she won't ask any questions. But she just looks away and continues to hand Raja her food. "I'll take it from here." I say and Katya smiles and nods once she's put down her food. Katya leaves and soon we're alone again. I turn back to Raja and see her with a grin plastered onto her face looking at me. "Why you smiling like that?" I ask her with a chuckle as I put her food on the tray that you put on your bed and put it ontop of her lap. She starts eating without really answering my question and I take the fork out of her hand. "Hey!" She says but I shush her. "I think I asked a question, darling." I say to her, my tone low and serious. She instantly starts to blush and uncontrollably giggle. "Because I know why you made her leave." She simply says.

I raise an eyebrow and ask her "Oh yeah? Why, then?". She starts reaching out for her fork to continue eating but I keep it just far enough out of her reach. She lets out a groan. "Aww, is my little baby annoyed?" I pester her and she starts to blush even more, her grabby hands towards her fork getting more. I quickly lean in and give her a kiss before giving her back her fork. "I'm just messing with you." I say to her as I chuckle and I see her frown but she has to try really hard to actually look angry which is making me laugh even more. "And you say that I'm horrible." She says and sticks out her tongue. "I'm not wrong, because you never listen to me. And little girls are supposed to listen. Aren't they, kitten?" I ask her as I'm doing something else and I manage to pick up a soft whimper escaping her mouth before she softly says yes. "Yes, what?" I turn around and grin at her. She hesitates before giving me an answer, and I'm curious to what she'll say. "Yes.. Mommy." She bites her lips and blushes hardcore, my whole body suddenly feels like it's on fire. I walk back to her bed and take away the eating tray since she's done and sit on the bed. "Mommy, huh?" I ask her to tease her. "Stooop!" She whines and I shush her again but by kissing this time. "Don't worry, I like it." I whisper once I break the kiss, I can feel her skin heating up.

I tell her I'll be back in a few hours to go over some stuff before I release her and walk over to Trixie's desk. Her eyes widen a little bit as she sees me walking this fast. "Cigarette, now, come." I say to her with such a dumb smile and she immediately gets out of her chair and hurries after me. We get outside pretty quickly and I light one. "Well? Why the rush? What happened?" Trixie asks me. She's so easy to get excited, it's kinda cute. I can't help but chuckle uncontrollably since Raja made me so giddy by what she said and it's making Trixie laugh as well. "Come on! Tell me!" She eventually says and lightly punches my shoulder. I lean in so that not everyone who's standing outside can hear us. "She called me mommy." I softly whisper to Trixie and she gasps, but as I pull my head back she's slightly biting her lip. "Oh man," She starts and I just slowly nod before we both are giggling messes.

"You really like her, don't you?" Trixie asks me as we walk towards the elevators. I nod, a wide smile from ear to ear on my face. "I do.. She wants my attention all the time and I don't want to do anything other than give it to her." I say to Trixie and I hear her 'awww' loudly. "When are you gonna release her?" She asks me after a little while. "Today. The end of the day." I reply and Trixie looks kind of shocked. "That's kinda early, isn't it? And where will she go?" She asks as she presses the button to our floor and I swallow. "I'm, uh- I'm gonna bring her back to my place until she finds somewhere to stay." I try to make it sound as normal as possible but since Trixie knows everything, she just laughs. "You're not even trying to dodge the bullet, it's like you're embracing it," She says as she chuckles. "but I have to agree that seems like a good decision." she adds and I smile, wrapping an arm around her. "It's the best decision."