Heroin(e) | DISCONTINUED

Chapter 8

As my alarm goes off and my eyes flutter open I slowly wake up, immediately having a very happy, tingly feeling taking over my body. I pull the covers away and get up to sit on the edge of my bed. What happened earlier probably shouldn't have, but I loved every single second of it. I get up and stretch before walking to the bathroom to take a shower. I take off my underwear and hop in the shower. I like my showers cold, it makes me wake up quickly. I can't help but giggle as I imagine the skinny, black haired girl with lust in her eyes standing in this shower with me. I get out after I've washed my hair and body and wrap a towel around myself as I walk into the kitchen to make myself breakfast. The weather at the moment is so nice, I can just walk around in a towel and not have my legs freeze off. I make myself a few crackers with tomatoes, salt and pepper. I take a look at the clock and see there's 3 hours left till my shift, meaning I can take it easy and not hurry.

After eating breakfast I put my plate in the dishwasher and head to the bedroom to get dressed. I drop the towel around my body and pick an outfit from my closet. I put the clothes on and step into the bathroom to do my hair and makeup, which always takes a long time to do. My hair I just put up in a bun after my makeup is done. I check myself from every side and walk out once I'm happy. I grab my jacket, work clothes, keys, cigarettes and my wallet since I have to pay for someone's lunch today and head out the door towards the elevator after locking the appartement. Luckily I left my car in front of the building and not in the garage, it's just easy access. I get in and lay all my stuff on the passenger seat before starting it up and driving away. I get coffee somewhere on the way and reach work fairly soon. There's still 35 minutes left until I actually have to be here.

I just park the car and get out, I can just wait in the canteen and chat with some colleagues who are on break. I greet Pearl and Fame as they just step out the building when I want to walk inside. I never work with them, but I guess they're nice people. Walking towards the canteen I've already seen Katya and had a little chat with her but I haven't seen Trixie anywhere. She's not in her hallway and she's not at her desk. But, as I walk into the canteen I can already see the the big, blonde bombshell. "Goooodmorning." I say to her and it slightly startles her since she didn't see me come in. "Well well well, you're a happy spirit today." She says to me and flashes her perfect rows of pearly whites. I just smile and chuckle softly. "Did something happen? I haven't seen you this cheerful since.. never, actually!" She says and snorts while laughing because of her own joke. "You could say that, yeah." I casually explain, knowing she won't be able to let this go. "Well tell me! I wanna know what made you so happy!" She impatiently asks me and I put down my coffee and quickly hop in one of the changing rooms to put on my clothes. When I step out of it, Trixie's still looking at me. "What?" I ask her with a giggle. "I can't tell you here," I begin and see her raise an eyebrow. "I'll pick you up when I'm going for a cigarette, okay?" I ask her and she nods hesitantly. "Did you do something bad?" She softly asks me in a whispering tone and I nod but at the same time shake my head. She laughs and we both leave the canteen, walking to our desks.

I put my stuff down onto my desk and with a big smile I walk towards Raja's room, wondering how her day went so far. I knock on the door and have to wait a few seconds before I hear a 'come in'. The door opens and I step inside the room, having eyecontact with her already. She looks gorgeous, she looks angelic and a lot more beautiful wearing a smile like that. "How are you feeling? Did you eat already?" I ask her and she nods. "I did, nurse Katya brought me breakfast. I'm feeling good, I just.." She starts but looks out the window halfway through her sentence. I lean in to get her attention and she looks back at me, blushing. "..missed you." She softly speaks, making my heart flutter. She missed me, she missed being around me. "I'm here now, and I'll be here from now till 11 pm, okay?" I assure her and she smiles. She might look 20 but she doesn't behave like someone who's 20. "Today there will be a few doctors here to run a few tests. But, I'll be here the whole time." I say to her as I sit down on her bed. She mouths a 'thank you' at me and takes one of my hands in hers as soon as I lay it down next to me.

I wait a few seconds before slowly pulling it back, making her look sad. "I'm sorry, but.. we gotta be careful." I softly explain. "Why? Nurse Katya didn't seem to have a problem with it." She says as if it's the most normal thing in the world. I look at her dumbfounded as my eyes grow wider. "I'm sorry, I'm kidding! I wouldn't tell anyone I promise!" She quickly blurts out and I sigh loudly. "You're a brat," I say as I get up. "You're lucky you're so cute." I wink at her and see her cheeks turn a nice rosy shade before I walk towards the door after telling her I'll be back in 2 hours when the first doctor arrives.

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"Coming?" I ask as I lean ontop of Trixie's desk. She looks up at me and smiles excitedly. I watch her stand up from her desk and walk with me to the elevators. She can't stand still and keeps fiddling with her shirt. I light my cigarette once we're outside and take a big drag before turning around and facing Trixie. "Well?" She asks, about to burst from waiting so long. I blow out the smoke and smile. "That new girl? She's interesting." I simply say and I can see Trixie furrow her brows, thinking. Suddenly her eyes widen and she looks at me, gasping loudly. "You! Her? What? No, it's something else.." She blurts out and I just shake my head before leaning in. "We kissed." I softly explain and she gasps even louder before smiling widely. "I really, really shouldn't be this excited but.. That's kinda hot." Trixie says and I laugh loudly. "You'll keep this a secret right?" I ask her and she nods. "Ofcourse! You can trust me." She says with such a genuine smile, I can't do anything but believe her. "I probably shouldn't, but if Violet ever starts giving you shit I'll stick up for you." She reassures me and I kindly smile.

Once back down after quite some time spent on the roof I sit behind my desk and just staring into the hallway where at the end is Raja's room, pretty close to luring me in. I'm tapping with my fingers against the desk out of boredom and a little bit of annoyance. I can't be with her too often and she needs to know that as well. I really can't afford to lose this job. I need the money and, you know, this IS the only place I get to see her. But as I take a glance at the clock I notice it's almost time for her first check up so that puts a little smile on my face. Trixie was very understanding luckily. Back when she worked with adults she had quite some guys, mostly single dads, chatting her up. Normally people almost 10 years younger than me aren't my type but Raja is something different, intruiging. And I can't say I'm not intruiged.

A/N

yall im so sorry this took so long, life is rough and im barely making it through and tbh i don't know how quickly new updates will come. ill try my best but i cant promise anything. this story will be continued just very slow!!!!