fight for love(little sister)

chapter 25

"You need to get up. You go to queens today." Natasha tried to cheer me up. I groaned and rolled over. "Cmon Evelyn. Don't let this boy ruin you." She said. My eyes started to tear up. "He already has." I whispered. She sighed. "Please get up, you need to take a shower and get up and at least move." She told me. Ever since I texted him I haven't got up from this bed. The only time I got up was if I had to go to the bathroom. I sighed and rolled back over and sat up. My eyes were red and puffy and I had really bad bags. I cried every day. I couldn't get Mitch sleep because everything reminded me of him. Every. Little. Thing. "Oh Evelyn. What has this boy done to you?" She asked. I sighed and looked down. "He broke me. He is a liar. He promised me that he wouldn't leave. I hate him. I hate him so much."I said. I could feel Natasha look at me. Finally I looked at her and I had tears streaming down my face. "I love him. I love him so so much." I whispered. I wiped away the tears as much as I could. "Evelyn, I know you are hurting. But just try to put that behind you. I don't want you to be crying over him every night." She told me. "Don't you think I try? I try to push the thoughts of him out of my mind. I try to stop thinking about us being together. I try to stop, but I can't. Everything reminds me of him. Like my bed. He would come over when he was done with whatever he was doing and wrap his arms around my waist. He would tell me he loved me and I would melt into his arms and fall fast asleep. Or when I look out those windows i can see my and him in Hawaii when I was looking at the window and my and him were happy. Or when I go downstairs and someone is cooking I think of when I was cooking he would always come up behind me and wrap his arms around me and lean hi head on my shoulder and we would sway to the music. Even going up and down those stairs. I remember one time when I teased him about kissing me and ran up the stairs and he chased me and when I got to his room he....he wrapped his arms around me and kissed me. He promised me he would marry me........I miss him so much." I broke at the last part and started to cry into Natasha's arms. She rubbed my back and told my everything was going to be okay. We both knew that it was a lie.

"You will comeback every weekend and if you need to, sooner." Tony told me. I nodded and I knocked on M.Js door. Her mom answered ur and let me in. "She is so excited that you are staying with us until you find an apartment. Her room is upstairs to the left." Her mom told me. "Thank you. For everything." I faked a smile. She nodded her head and I went upstairs to go see M.J and my new room.

"Hey roomie!" I said weakly. She looked over to me and motioned my cone inside. I set the box down on the bed that was mine and sat down on the bed. She sat next me and sighed. "Do you want to talk about it?" She asked quietly. Tears formed in my eyes. "Not really. I'm so done with crying. Let's go shopping for some clothes. Tony gave me a credit card annnnd it has like over $1000 dollars on it." I told her. We both smiled and walked out.

"I can't believe you bought that!" Michelle laughed. I was laughing too. "I'll give it too Tony. That should be fun." We both erupted in a put of laughter and ignored the stares that we were getting. "Do you want to go get pizza?" She asked. Peter and I used to always get pizza. "Sure." I smiled.

As we turned the corner we saw right through the glass doors. Tears formed to my eyes. Peter and Gwen. We're sitting at mine and peters table. We would always sit there on every Friday. "Do you still want to go?" She asked. I nodded my head and forced a smile. We walked in and their heads turned towards us but we didn't even look at them. "Evelyn?" Peter whispered. I ignored him and ordered my pizza and waited over in the corner with M.J for it to be made.

I could feel peters gaze on me while Gwen was talking. I let my self look over there for a second and me and him made eye contact. Tears formed in my eyes and I looked away and towards M.J she nodded her head and I walked out of the pizza shop as fast as I could and put my back against the wall of the building next to it. I heard footsteps and they stopped in front of me. "Peter what are we...oh. It's her. Why did we stop?" I could hear the rudeness in her voice. With tears still streaming down my face I looked up and faked a smiled. "Yeah peter, why did you stop?" I kicked. Peters face softened but herbs hardened. "Why did you do this too me Gwen? I was there for you, I was always there for you. I was your best friend. How could you?" I asked. She smiled and peter rose an eyebrow. "Well, I thought you we're dead. Sad. I know. But I always loved Peter. And Peter loves me. Right?" He didn't respond. He pulled his arm away from her and looked her. "Did you even care about her?" He asked. Gwen looked shock. "Well.. I uh..I-" he cut her off. "I think you should go. We need to take a break. Like a forever break." He told her. She stormed off and left me and Peter alone. "Look I'm sorry, I didn't know she was like that. I'm really sor-" I cut in off. "Don't. Don't do that. Don't say sorry. Don't start apologizing. I still love you enough that I would jump into your arms and kiss you. Because I miss you like crazy. I don't want to get hurt again." I told him. "You won't." He said. "I don't know that. I gotta go M.J is waiting for me." I walked away and regretted everything I just did.

"Why did I do that? Ugh I'm so stupid. I just want to be with him again." I told M.J. I have paced this floor like 20 times. "I know. And I intend on making that happen." She said. I stopped and smiled. I placed my hands on my hips and faces her. "And who do you have to make you happy?" I asked. She looked down and she was blushing. "His name is Josh. I met him the other day. I can't stop thinking about him." She said. I oooed and she was smiling ear to ear. "Girls. It's time to go to bed." Her mom called. M.J turned her lamp off and we went to bed. "When did guys get so complicated?" I asked. M.J snorted. "I know right. Goodnight. Tomorrow let's go too the park and just walk around." She suggested. "Sounds good. Goodnight."

It was 3:00 in the morning. I couldn't sleep. Like at all. I went over to M.Js bed and woke her up. "What the hell do you want?" She mumbled. "I can't sleep. I usually take walks. Do you think your mom would mind?"I asked. "No. I do that too sometimes. Be careful tho. And text me where you are at." She said. "Okay. Bye." She groaned in response and I went down the stairs quietly. I jumped when I saw her mom in the living room. "You scared me." I laughed. She laughed quietly. "Where are you going?" She asked. "I couldn't sleep so I was going to take a walk." I told her. She nodded her head "okay just be careful." She told me. "Always." I smiled and walked out the door.

I walked down the street for a while before I reached the busy highway. I looked up at the clock tower and everything came rushing back. I didn't want to die. I had so many thing I wanted to do. Peter latched onto a pole and his web yanked me up. My head snapped back and my world turned black. Tears formed at the memory of this. I was so afraid of losing everyone I loved. "Hey sweet heart." A man said. I looked behind me and tried to run the other way but another man stood in front of me. Dammit. I looked to my left and another man came into the picture and then another one to my right. I was surrounded by these guys. I couldn't defeat all of them at once. I wasn't that good. So I did what I had to do. Knowing that peter usually didn't go to bed until 5:00 in the morning, I screamed. I screamed as loud as I could. The man behind me placed his hand over my mouth. "Shut up. Help me with her would ya?" He asked his guys. They all started walking towards me. My hands were behind my back so I couldn't do anything. Then the guy on the left touched my side and brought his hand down to my leg. The guy on the right did the same. Where the hell was peter? As if on cue he swung in taking the guy on the front out as he was about to touch me. He jumped down from the building and looked up. His eyes met with mine before he went to go beat up the guy on the left and the guy on the right. As peter stepped in front of me and the guy that was holding me I hit the man where it counted and he tumbled to the ground. "Didn't anyone tell you how to handle a girl?" I smirked. He groaned in response and I turned back to peter. "I thought Tony said Spider-Man was gone?" I asked him. He looked down. "That never meant I didn't still love you." He whispered. I sighed. "Stop. You can't say that." I told him. He nodded his head and looked up at me. "Do you want to come over?" He asked. I sighed knowing I couldn't resist it. "Yeah. Sure." I pulled out my phone and texted M.J letting her know I was going to be over at peters. She answered with get some!

We snuck into his room and I closed the window as he slowly and quietly closed the door. I turned around and faced the tv as peter changed and pick out a movie to watch. I obviously picked out wizard of oz. best movie. Ever. "Do you have some clothes I could borrow?" I asked. He nodded and grabbed some sweatpants and a t shirt for me to wear. I smiled and went to his bathroom quietly to change.

I walk back in and peter was hanging up side down of his bed. "What the hell are you doing?" I asked. He smiled. "You know, just hanging around." He said. I laughed and payed over on his bed. I was so tired and just wanted to fall asleep. Peter turned off the light and stated the movie and laid down next to me. I didn't touch him. I didn't even lay towards him. I couldn't. But I had to. I mentally sighed.

An hour goes by and I haven't moved and I couldn't sleep. I wanted him to hold me. I wanted him to cuddle me. I turned over and laid my head on his chest and cuddled into him. He turned over as well and wrapped his arms around me. I was instantly engulfed with his warmth and butterflies irrupted in my stomach. My eyes began heavy and I fell asleep in peters arms.