fight for love(little sister)

chapter 30

1 month later

"im a little tired so im just gonna go to sleep" i told peter. he walked over to me and wrapped his arms around me. "okay. sleep well princess." he kissed me on the forehead and leaned down to my tummy. "you two little one." ill be back in about an hour. im going out to eat with ned. hes back in town." he explained. my shoulders slumped. "damnit. i miss him. tell him i said hi and that we should get together soon." he nodded his head and kissed me goodbye.

as i lay down i feel a sharp pain in my stomach. i wince but i pushed it off as nothing. the stomach pains grew very painful and i looked down and blood was soaked on the blanket. tears came to my eyes. "shit." i whisper. i reach for my phone and dial peters number.

Peter rushes in with ned and has tears streaming down his face. the stomach grew worse. peter handed ned his phone and ned called 911. peter went next to my side and held my hand and kissed it. "hey baby girl, im here now everything's gonna be okay." he said. i looked right into his eyes. "peter, im scared. i dont want her to die. we were gonna be the best parents. i was so ready." i said crying. "i know baby i know." i screamed out, the pain got unbearable. peter grabbed my head and pushed it against his chest stroking my hair to calm me down. "everything's going to be okay." he promised. i cried into his shirt. i felt him shaking.M.J was now over and her and ned were with me on the bed waiting for the paramedics came. "i love you guys." i said through tears. mj squeezed my hand, peter kissed my forehead and grabbed my arm and squeezed it.

The doctor walked in and peter stood up. "The blood and the stomach pains were a cause of miscarriage. im very sorry. but i have some very important news. Is this your wife?" the doctor asked. peter and I nod at the same time. "okay. as a fellow girl i had the doctor take some test and if turns out that your eggs are not a good fertilizer. In fact, you even having a baby for this long is very surprising. you can not have children. im very sorry. the papers that are going home with you today, i wrote some number of places where you can adopt near queens. again im very sorry. ill leave it to you." she said walking out. i was frozen. my baby girl. my beautiful baby girl. She was gone. i would never have chance to touch MY baby girls hair or hear MY baby girls cry or her laughs. i will never be able to see or touch or hear MY baby girl. peter puts his head in his hands and starts to cry. finally he looks back up at me. my tears were streaming down my face. "lets uhh....lets get you dressed." he said. he helped me out of the bed. i put my bra on and my underwear and before i put on my shirt i looked in the mirror sideways. i had no baby bump but i rubbed my tummy anyway. already mussing the feeling of her inside of it. peter pits my shirt over my head and helps me into my sweats. or his sweats rather and we walk back out where we pick up the papers and walk out it was silent the whole bus ride home.

we walk inside and i head straight for the bedroom and take off the sheets. "i could've done that for you." peter said leaning on the door frame i sigh and throw the sheet onto the floor. peter. walks over to me and wraps his arms around me. i cried into his chest and slowly dropped to the floor. "our little girl...shes gone" i said between sobs. he rubbed my back. "i know. i know." he said, his voice breaking at the last bit. we held each other on the ground. this what we needed. each other.

1 month later

i look down at my feet and notice how long the dress was. i look back up in the mirror and peter is now there wrapping his arms around me and resting his head on my shoulder. i smiled and looked down again feeling very self conscious. peter wanted to take me out on a official date tonight and of course i said yes. my dress was a two piece and the bottom was long and the belt had rhinestones on it. the top strapped around my neck, both pieces were black and the dress was absolutely beautiful. i only straightened my hair cause i was too lazy to do anything else. tom wore a suit with a black tie. "your look stunning" he told me. i smiled and turned around in his arms. " you look very handsome." i said messing with his collar. he smiled at me and pulled me closer to him. "oh my god i'm so in love with you." he said throwing his head back. i smiled and bit my lip. Peter groaned and leaned down to kiss me. soon his lips travelled down to my neck, i started to giggle. "peter, we are going to be late." i laughed. he finally stopped and kissed me one last time on the lips before take his hand off my waist and opening the door for me.