fight for love(little sister)

chapter 35

its been 3 years, i try everyday with tony to see if we can do something to get them back. i have over 20 notebook of math and science, trying to figure out what can be done. the city is eerily quiet. i stay with tony, pepper and his daughter. the people who are still here, we stay in touch. or at least i do, we have video chats everyday to update each other on whats going on around the world. natasha and i are taking it harder than everyone else, of course she stays at the avengers tower alone. hoping one day, something will happen. i have pictures of peter everywhere in my room. i will never forget him, nor move on. he was, is the love of my life. they have a memorial in san francisco. all the names are printed in large golden placs. ive been there once, i couldnt handle going again. i logged off of the video chat and sighed. i grabbed my notebook and sat on the edge of my bed, going over formulas, making new ones, sketching out certain creations tony could make and maybe, it would work. pepper called me downstairs i put my notebook under my shoulder and walked down. "tony wants you, hes outside. we have company." she told me. i rose my eyebrow walking outside. my eyes followed where tony was sitting and who he was talking to. "nat..." i breathed out. i ran to her and we both hugged "what are you doing here?" i asked her. "finding a way." she replied i smiled. "the stones are in the past, we could bring them back."steve said. "we could snap our own fingers bring them back." natasha said. "im not risking it. theres no logical way i can safely go through with this."tony argued. "tony, we have a chance to bring everyone back, just try." i begged. "no. im not doing it." he said, walking back inside. "im sorry. i just wish he wasnt so stubborn. i... ive been doing math and im trying to figure it out, we both are. Scott, thank you for coming and bringing this idea but...he wont go for it. if you find something out tell me. im with you guys on this." i told them. they thanked me and i walked back inside.

it was late at night and we were running ideas. i told tony what to run and we waited. i went and looked into the fridge expecting nothing but impossible. "model rendurred"  i heard. i dropped my popsicle. "what..." i breathed. tony dropped into the chair. "shit..." he whispered. my eyes watered. "we have to do it. we owe it to try."i said. "i could lose everything." tony said. i looked up. "or we could get everything back. your...your daughter could have an uncle." i said, grabbing peters photo. "please."

tony sped over to the avengers tower. i was smiling my entire way over there. i had a basket of all my notebooks. i stayed up last night filling 12 notebooks of notes for time travel. as we pulled up to the tower, steve was standing there. i got out smiling at him and running inside. i dropped all my notebooks on the floor, going over rules with natasha, steve and anyone else who didnt have to leave to recruit others. "you've been busy." steve said. "when i lost peter, i lost everything. so yeah, ive been busy." i replied.

"alright we have a plan. 6 stones,3 teams, 1 shot." steve said. i smiled as i took out a folded picture of me and peter kissing on graduation. "lets do it." i went with tony, steve, hulk, and scott. we went to new york. i smiled at the familliarness. "i...where do i go?" i asked tony. he looked at me "stay out of the way, meet up with us here in exactly 20 minutes. dont interact with anyone from your past. i know where your going to go. dont, i mean it, dont go anywhere near him."he warned me. i breathed out and nodded walking away. I walked along the streets going wherever my feet took me. i smiled as i reached midtown. I saw the students going in and out of the building. my eyes watered, looking around. i looked into a window and made eye contact with a teacher. she smiled at me and i smiled back. she was me and peters bio teacher. of course, she has no idea who i am since i dont meet her for another 2 years. i walked along going to the park. Me and peter always loved to go here. We walked to this park almost everyday after school. My eyes followed to the pizza store where me and peter went every weekend. i smiled through tears. i heard familiar voices and when i turned around i saw peter and ned a few feet away from me, talking about star wars. my breathing stopped as i made eye contact with him. "peter..." i breathed out. he furrowed his eyebrows "im sorry, do i know you?" he asked. his voice was kind but shy. i knew he wouldn't know who i was. we hadn't met yet. "i uhh..." my voice trailed off as  started feeling sick.i stumbled backwards, not being able to keep my balance. "woah, are you okay?" ned asked. they're faces were laced with worry. "umm yeah, i just... i" my breathing stopped as i had a pain in my stomach. what the hell was going on. "i think you should sit down.."peter said. i shook my head. i checked the time. i have to go. i looked back at him. "no, i...i gotta go i just..." i trailed off. he furrowed his eyebrows waiting for me to finish. i grabbed his hand, that usual spark going off when we touched. he gasped at the feeling. i pulled him to me and hugged him. his frame was smaller than what i remember but he was also a lot younger than when i met him. i cried into him. "are you okay?" he asked. i shook my head. "i have to go... i just missed you." i said "who are you?" he asked.  i shook my head. "i cant tell you that. i have to go. ill... ill see you around."  said before running off. tears stained my face as showed up at the place where i was told to meet them at. only Scott was there. "hey tony and Steve are... woah are you okay?" scott asked. i shook my head. "no. no im not... i.. wheres my brother?" i asked. scott opened his mouth to answer but as if he heard us tony and Steve appeared right before our eyes.  "where were you guys?" i asked. "long story, are you okay?" steve asked me. "no.. cmon i wanna go." i said. they nodded their head and we messed with our space GPS until i could feel myself slip into the realm. we got back and i looked around. everyone made it back except for one. Clint dropped to the ground. "where... where is nat?" i breathed. he shook his head and everyone got quiet. i am tired of loosing everyone i love. hulk punched the ground and i ran outside. they followed me but i didn't care. i couldn't breathe. my only mother figure left was gone. i wanna go home. i wanna go home. my stomach was in knots and my hands were sweaty. i want to go home.

(1260 words)
03-24-20