fight for love(little sister)

chapter 34

After everyone disappeared because of big purple douche bag, me and tony were stuck on the ship somewhere in space, we had no idea where we were. we were with nebula, gamora's sister. Today is our last day. oxygen will run out tomorrow and that'll be it. I was okay with it. I let peter die, or disappear. he was right there in front of me. at this point me and tony were not expecting anything but death. we sat a table in the ship, tony was teaching nebula how to play table football while i sat in the corner watching them. i couldn't focus on anything. all i could think about is how i failed peter. after a while i could hear my stomach growl, and so did the others. tony looked down then got up to get the last package of food. i shook my head as he handed it to me. "no, no im not taking the last package of food. you need it." i told him. he shook his head "im not hungry, the robot said she didnt want it either, take it kid." he said. i sighed before taking the package from him and ripping it open. i got up and walked to the table placing the food on the table and spoke up. "lets share" i said out loud, but it barely reached even a whisper. they each grabbed the tiniest amount of food they could get and tony slid the rest to me. i rolled my eyes taking a bite of the food. i missed being home. i missed waking up to peter. i miss visits with aunt may and i miss all my friends. i hated thanos for what he did, and i wanted nothing more than revenge.

i walked into where tony was, he was talking to pepper via a video telling her what was going and all the other stuff. he missed her. it was clear tony was struggling he gave up a lot of stuff for me. he would barely eat or drink, saying i needed it more than him. he put his helemt down and sighed. i walked up to him with tears pricking at my eyes. "ya know when i thought about my time to die, i would never think i would be stuck in a ship, in the middle of space, with you" i joked. i sat down next to him. he looked up at me and my heart broke. he had tears streaming down his face. "im so sorry Evelyn, i let peter go, i didnt protect you and i promised i would. i failed you and im so sorry." he said. i smiled at him through tears. "you didnt fail me. you are the best brother i could ask for. you did protect me, from so much. im not hurt, im right here with you. i love you" i said taking his hand in mine and resting my head on his shoulder. "this is fine" i told him, and it was. i closed my eyes thinking of all the memories with Pete and everyone. i smiled as a tear rolled down my cheek. this is fine. i opened my eyes to a bright light shining in my eyes. as my eyes adjusted i saw a girl flying in front of us smiling. i smiled as i started crying. "tony. tony look." i woke him up and he looked at the girl as well. this is not fine. im not ready to die. and i wasn't going to, we were being saved.

i waited at the door for it to come down and as it did, i saw everyone there waiting for us. i smiled through tears as i ran out of the ship. i looked around and saw natasha walking out of the building. we made eye contact and i ran to her. when i reached her,we were both a crying mess. tony hugged and kissed pepper as we reunited with the people i knew and love.

tony was critical but he demanded he be in the room as we talked about what to do next. Natasha started talking as pictures came up of the people we lost. "world governments are in pieces. parts that are still working are trying to take a sense to this and it looks like he did exactly what he said he was gonna do, thanos wiped out 50% of all living creatures." she explained. i nodded along, looking at the pictures feeling empty.peters picture came up and my breathing hitched. i missed him so much. "where is he now? where..." tony trailed off. "we dont know. he just... opened a portal and walked through" Steve responded looking down. tony breathed in disbelief. "we've been hunting thanos for three weeks now. deep space scans and.. satellites and we got nothing... tony you fought him" Steve started. tony cut him off "who told you that? no i didn't fight him. he wiped my face with a planet while the magician gave away the stone. there was no fight." tony fought. Steve breathed out. "did he give you any clues?" he asked. tony laughed "i saw this coming a few years back,i had vision and i didn't want to believe it..." he trailed off. steve stood up "tony i need you to focus." steve ordered. "and i needed you... as in past tense, that trumps what you need its too late buddy. you know what i need?" tony said. he slammed his hand on the table making a glass fall over. "i need to shave. and i remember telling you that..." he stood up and ripped out his iv. i stood up making my way over to him. he continued"what we needed was a suit of armor around the world, you remember me telling you that?your precious freedom or not, thats what we needed. i said we'd loose you said we would do that together too. guess what cap? we lost. and you werent there. but thats what we do right?" rhodey held onto him, trying to get him to calm down. "we're the avengers? not the prevengers." he pointed to Steve " i got nothing for you. no clue no coordinates no strategies no options no trust, liar." he breathed shakily and grabbed his chest pulling his life source out and putting it in steves hand. "tony!" i yelled. he ignored me. "here take this, you find him, you put that on. you hide." he shakily breathed and fell to the floor. i ran to him making people swarm around. shit

after we had tony set up in a room asleep we talked out ideas and nebula helped us find him. we decided we were going to find him, take the stones back and get everyone back. i walked out of the restroom, changed into my a suit tony made for me a while back. we boarded the ship and i played with my fingers. "we're gonna get him back. we're gonna get everyone back." rhodey told me. i nodded and refused to look a him as tears dropped. as i started thinking about everyone who we missed, i started getting angrier and angrier and suddenly i couldn't wait to punch thanos in the face. we landed in a field and i was ready to kick his ass. i saw his suit hanging on a post near a garden. my face was red with anger. we saw the house he was in and we all barged in. they held him still and Thor chopped his arm off where the stones were. i saw him and immediately ran up to him punching him in the face repeatedly. they flipped over the gauntlet to grab the stones but they were gone. "oh no" rocket breathed out. i saw what they were talking about and looked back to him. "where are they?" i asked him, ready to hit him again. "gone. i destroyed them." he answered. i was furious tears pricked at my eyes. "hes lying." someone said. i paid no attention to anyone. "the universe was in need of correction. your boyfriend deserved to go. he couldnt save you, he couldnt even save himself. he was not worthy of a life." thanos said. my entire body was on fire. "fuck you." i said before i used thors hand to make him lift his axe he got the idea and swung down, chopping thanos' head off. i dropped to my knees. it hit me. he was gone. i couldn't do anything about it. "kill me" i whispered "what?" steve asked. "kill me." i repeated. i grabbed thors hand but he yanked away. "please." i pleaded. "evelyn..." natasha started i cut her off by putting my head in my hands. im never getting him back. natasha hugged me, trying to get me to stand up but i couldn't. i screamed out, grabbing onto her and basically crawling on top of her to be as close as possible. i never wanted to be in peters arms more. natasha tried to shush me but couldn't calm me down. steve picked me up and brought me to the ship and we went home.

when we got home i ran inside running to tonys room. i walked in and shut the door meeting his eyes. "kid..." he trailed off. i started crying harder and crawled into bed with him,curling up by his side. i cried myself to sleep dreaming about being in my apartment,having game night with my best friends, cuddling into peter.

authors note:

hey guys im back :) i missed writing in this book so i started it back up again. i edited every chapter before this and ill be on a schedule but im not sure what that will be yet. thank you for all the support. also this chapter made me sad but i hope you guys enjoy

~z

(1583 words)

03-24-20